Okay, no matter how hard i try, i cant get ppl to like me...i have 1 or 2 ppl who actually consider me their friend....im a good person, a little weird, but good...im kinda smart....i try to be nice...so what the hell? i must send out a bad vibe or something. i just wanted to say that if someone is being nice to you, BE NICE TO THEM...unless they are in all reality mean...but seriously...i dont get it. alls i get is ppl are mean. You see, its not my fault, all my life ive been teased...so ive grown up realizing ppl are mean and that makes me mean...but at least im trying to over come it. most ppl dont like me cuz im a bi**h (however they dont know me) or cuz of this one girl (my arch enemey) says stuff to ppl and they believe her...or cuz of something stupid, like i hate children (wouldnt hurt one i just HATE HATE HATE them) or cuz of...i dunno. i just dont get it...

I only have 3 or 4 good friends, but it doesent bug me. It's a result of my arguable sanity. I have a strange sense of humor- like I think it's funny to make a newsletter with absolutly no point

Example-

-ORANGE-

A message from the editor-
what would you do for a klondike bar?

Contents-
1. continuing articles across pages
2. ninety seven and a grapefruit
3. never mind
4. This space intentionally left blank, although not really because I just wrote this sentence

WARNING-
at 40/11 -o- cluck Golf Pencil Radar indicated an angry purple cloud brewing under some dead guy's beard- please seek lack of shelter on top of your house if you were not within twenty miles of peduka kentuky 3 days before tomarro ( spelled wrong) for no apparent reason.

- The End-

See what I mean? If you think i'm insane, don't worry your not alone.

I feel soooo exactly the same way sometimes, that you can't imagine how much. i'm nearly in the same situation and it's as confusing as you're saying.
V.

Well… my only advice is to be as nice as pie and smile a lot… if people still don't accept you it's their problem and not yours, so… to hell with them! If you've been nasty in the past I can see why it might take time to overhaul that image, so just persist in being friendly, but there will always be people who will be immature and closed-minded, so ignore them and find some people who will accept you. You can't win over everybody, but by what you're doing already you seem to be heading in the right direction to convincing people you're not so bad. There's bound to be some people prepared to like you, also people change a lot in their teenage years so you might find that people as they get older and more mature will stop dismissing you and stop listening to your enemy. Basically, don't give up. Good luck…

Well the first thing you need to learn is that what others say about you are just that words and nothing more! Now if you act like those people say you act then they see those words as true. You know the old saying actions speak louder than words. Now if you act mean once it doesnt matter if you turn into mother teressa later, because once you hurt someone they never forget. Its that simple, besides why would you when you already know that it hurts pick on someone else? It boils down to a power issue! Now all of the years that you were hurt you are trying to hurt others so that you feel better about yourself. The only thing you can change is you behavior, you cannot change your enemy or the damage you have caused but you can start over. Act the way you want to be treated and then others will naturally come to you, but you cannot hurt people and then act kind after someone just saw you picking on someone else. Besides when people see the way you really act then they will look past all of the bad mouthing your enemy is doing and realize she is just jelous and she is the one that will loose out when people realize she is just a liar.