My mom died recently and i feel so guilty that i wasnt their with her insted i was with my friends and i feel realy sad and alone and i dont know what to do and i remember i would go to my friends all the time i didnt care about her feelings i left and i feel maybe she loved me more than i loved her. if you could send me a e-mail telling me what i should do that would be great!

Ashley!

Oh Teddy I am so sorry! Life is so strange. I don't know why all these things happen this way, but i just trust the verse.
Luthien

Don't beat yourself up about it.She knows you love her, and she loves you. I tried to help someone but they died and i couldn't do anything.It hurts,i know, but if you feel guilt that proves you haev love and even if you weren't there, it is for a reason
Quote:
And we know in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose
Romans 8:28
-NIV Student Bible
You weren't beside your mother when she passed, and you may wish you had been, but just follow this verse and know it was meant to be so. I would not be writing this, perhaps, if i had not held it close to my heart.
Things don't always make sense to us, but they make sense to our creator
luv and prayers,
Luthien

thats ok you realy didnt butt in our conersation so it doesnt matter that was a great idea though thanks i think i will create a chat room now and when i do ill let you all know!

ASHLEY!

Ashley -- I really helped you? Oh Thanked goodness! I really believed that I just made things worse by saying that. You welcome!

Mandy -- Yea, I know! Sad isn't it, how that works out?

Both Mandy and Ashley --- Your guys could get each other e-mails and send e-mails to each other. That pretty much works for my friend and I, it's been working for more than a year now. Then when you guys both have time, you could go to a certain chatroom and chat there or create one on msn.

That's just an idea so you guys could chat........I'm not trying to butt into your conversation and if I did, I'm sorry!

Well, Bye N Have a nice day

I was asking thing if you had Messanger we could talk on it sometime ya know? But nevermind. Thought i would ask ya.

Teddy- I am really sorry about your Dad. Too bad people wouldn't screw the court system and mess up peoples lives.

Mandy

no you helped me in alot of ways and it helps more because somebody knows what im going through so thank you alot and now i dont know what to say!


ASHLEY!

I know, I'm answering this a little late but I read your post a long time ago, the day you posted it but I just didn't know what to say so I didn't say anything. Well, I still don't know what to say.

I'm just sorry for your loss. Ok that sounded really stupid. I bet you don't even want me to feel sorry for you and it's not like you really lost her, she is still inside of you. Ok maybe that was a little lame but I mean it.

I know how you feel. I lost my dad 6 month ago, two day after my brithday. He was in jail so he passed away there, all alone. He was innocent though, some lady framed him. He was going to get out near spring time so he only had a couple of months to go but he didn't make it.

I know what I'm saying doesn't really help you. I bet your rolling your eyes now, lol. But, I really am trying to say something good. But, I guess I'm not good at this stuff.

Sorry!
Well Bye N Have a nice day

no i have netzero. why do you ask for?


ASHLEY

Do you have msn by any chance?

Mandy

im only 12 yrs old my birthday is in april so im almost 13. your cool to chat with.






ASHLEY!

I am 15. From good ole Maine. I am sorry about your Mom. I wouldn't know what to do with myself. It doesn't sound to me like you could have been their for her. Things happen so fast sometimes you can't really do anything.

I am glad I could help!

~*Mandy*~

thanks mandy how old are you? you helped in so many ways she died of a lot of things she had kidney problems and she was a diebetic for 25 yrs and i think her body was just shutting down the doctors think she died from all that and a strok.its like you wake up the next morning and wish it was a dream and that it didnt happen i dont even know you and your like a friend!


ASHLEY!

I am really sorry about your Mom. There really isn't anything that you can do. I am sure your mom new that you loved her. Most teenagers(including your mom) put their friends before their parents...its natural. I do it too but my mom and i are still close and she knows i love her. I don't know the detail as to how she died so i can't really judge you on if you should have been their or not. But I know she loves you and knew that you loved her.

Feel better.

Mandy