I've been deployed for about 5 months now... Going home is just around the corner, and I was think of I am going to do when I get back and... I really came up with nothing...

When I first got here I was all I thought about was getting back home... but I feel like now... I would rather stay... I don't know why... I want to go home, get married, have a million fat babies, and die young... but I don't know why I feel like all that would just be undesirable at this point...

I don't know... maybe someone has had a similar experience before... anyone?

well, i dont reaaly have any good avice except make sure that ur decision comes from ur heart, and pray. thank you 4 what u do 4 our country.

Yeah, I know what you mean. No cure except your strength of will to choose one or the other.

College. I always get to the point where I want to go home, but I want to stay. I think a lot of it is you have multiple "homes" now, and you don't really know where you really belong.