Well here is the thing. Right now (if you know it or not from Aim chats) I'm depressed, and well I'm having a really hard time with it. I haven't been this bad since I lived at home. I've started cutting again. which is bad, and thoughts of suicide keep comming up (I'm not planning on suicide however I keep thinking about it). I'm seeing councilling, but I still have until Thurday till I see her and she's not much of a help anyway. I dunno I'm just starting to scare myslef, I have to get out of this, and I'm trying to, its just hard.

maybe you could tell your counselor you need to see her more often and explain that, also tell her that she is NOT helping, and if after a little while you still feel like she isn't helping at all maybe you can look for a different therapist. oh and also, you should be honest with her and tell her exactly this that you wrote in your post (if you aren't already) because there's no way she can help you if she doesn't know what you're going through...

I wish I could help you Triss. I really do. I guess all of my advice or anything that I thought could help you I have already told you. I'm really not the best to give you advice on this at the moment. But I do want to say once again that I really care about you. You and I have become close in a very short time. There isn't much I can say but to tell you to hang in there. I'm very sorry that you are going through all of this. I understand where you're coming from. Please, don't give up. Hang in there and fight this. If anything you know that I will listen. I know that I am just one person. I know that it isn't much. But that is all I can offer and I offer it sincerely and with all my heart. I really appreciate you Triss. *hug* Love you girl.