have you ever felt like you were going crazy? Because that's how I feel more and more lately. I don't know what the **** is going on with me but I am going nuts. I used to get really good grades, and now I find it hard to keep up with the work. I have really bad mood swings, like really bad(I'm fine one minute and the next I can start screaming over something ridiculous, even I realize this, or start crying over nothing) that I cannot control. I feel like I'm loosing my friends because I never feel like going out... all I want to do is stay at home(they have to drag me out practically), get stoned and eat and eat and eat. I am driving myself nuts...What's most annoying is that one minute I'm fine(say this afternoon) and a few hours later(right now) I feel like **** for no reason(or not that I know of).
I use to have this best friend that I told everything to(like stuff like this), we are still good friends but don't see each other half as much or talk on the phone as much, she's with her boyfriend and I'm just doing my thing. So right now I don't have anyone to talk to. I used to be really close to my mom and talked to her about all of this, but I don't see her as much since she's working late and I have to study...

I'm getting more annoyed with myself by the minute because I'm upset over nothing, but it's there, I can't help it.

I don't know...does anyone feel the same or am I just being a freak?

The ones I do have are not around me everyday. I live in Maryland, one is in Washington, one is in North Carolina, one is in West Virginia, one is in Texas. I can't really talk to them but online. It gets frustrating.

Thanks Jenos!

Well what about the friends you've got, can you talk to them about this? Maybe it would help a little if you had someone to talk to.

And seriously, ignore what people say, that's the best thing you can do. You can't let what some ******* thinks interfere with your life.

This is, unfortunately, very true. I hope you work things out with yourself as well. As for myself, I don't care anymore, even if people think I'm crazy. I don't have many friends anyway, so it doesn't matter much to me.

that sucks...things like this should be free(or at least affordable)

Ignoring it until I can afford a doctor. All the psychiatrists here are all about the money, and I don't have much of it.

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Originally posted by Jenos:
Heh, I qualify for schizophrenia. I am currently not very confident in myself right now. I am not the only person who thinks so, even a psychiatrist told me that I might have it. I hear voices, people tell me I talk to people that aren't there and I don't remember it, I do things I don't remember doing, there are blank spots in my memory where I don't know what happened. Its all rather confusing. I know how you feel.

I'm sorry, that must be really hard...what are you doing to deal with it?

(it's funny how you are always the first to respond to my threads, it makes me feel less stupid that at least one person responds, thanks!)

Heh, I qualify for schizophrenia. I am currently not very confident in myself right now. I am not the only person who thinks so, even a psychiatrist told me that I might have it. I hear voices, people tell me I talk to people that aren't there and I don't remember it, I do things I don't remember doing, there are blank spots in my memory where I don't know what happened. Its all rather confusing. I know how you feel.