Well heres another dumb teenage story.

Well I guess I will start with friends.
Ive always been the one with no friends. Ive always had one REALLY good friend though. And I have always had a problem with sharing them. And I get jealous easy. So I dont really like to share them. Even though I know they arent mind. And I have no idea what to do about it. Im confused. And also, my clostest friend right now is kind of depressed atm. And I want to help her really badly, but shes pissed at me so im kind of stuck. I feel bad. Any suggestions?

Love next.
I am in a current relationship. But im really confused about love. I just dont know if its real. Him and I have only dated for like a day though. But even in relationships before that. I can never tell if its just because I want a guy or because I truly like the person. I know ive loved once. I am only in 7th grade though. In 6th I dated this one guy for 8 months on and off, then again once more for like the first month of 7th grade. After a month or two I dated this other guy. Then right after him, it was someone else. Then after him, another guy. Now im dating this other guy. But this time, when im around him I get all nervous, and I always say stupid stuff. So thats normal.

Next, just plain life.
Sometimes I feel like theres NEVER anyone there for me. And I know for a fact that my parents dont want anything to do with me unless I have ok grades. And they are never there for me. And friends, I dont know all the time. And also school, I have no idea. I suck at everything, my teachers hate me and so do all my classmates. Everything I do seems to be my fault too. I will ask someone to do something and it all turns out wrong in the end and they all blame me. I am like, 'what the fuck?!'. But of course, I know im not the only one who has all these problems. I just, need someone to talkt to or get advice from I guess. So, if someone actually read through all this then please feel free to give a little advice or something.
I mean ive been so close to cutting myself a few times. And ive thought about suicide before too. My friend always stops me. Thank god. But I guess this is maybe why im writing this. Because I usually write how I feel instead.

That did help alot, I thought I was alone on all that...
Thank you =)

You know, i understand how you feel. I have always been the one with tons of friends, but no bestfriends. At school, I can sit and talk and laugh with just about anyone, but when It comes to having somebody here for me, there is nobody because all my friends have bestfriends. And to tell you the truth, I think I'd rather have just one bestfriend, Because all you need is one person. And whenever I get a bestfriend, I dont want them to hang out with other people because i'm afraid they will find a new bestfriend and I'll be lonely. But you cant squeeze to tight, or they will go away.

Now to love, I was also the same exact way, I dated this boy for about 7 monthes during 6th grade, and then some in 7th. I thought it was love, but I couldn't date someone I never got to see, so we broke up. After that, I dated guy after guy after guy. I never did anything bad, but I just needed to feel loved, I needed to feel wanted, just like how I felt after my love relation. It wore off i guess. I was single for a while and the guy that had waited for me for years, finally came to me, and I now think he's the guy of my dreams, it was hard for me to actually understand what love was again, but I finnally figured it out. it will happen.


About parents, You'd be suprised, they'd be thrilled to hear your problems, parents like when you come to them, plus it makes a better relationship with all of you. It took me a while before I actually asked my mom for advice, but when I did, it was the best advice I had ever gotten, and now we are much closer. I recomend talking to her, or your dad.

I hope I helped?