after stopping bein sick and starving myself i put on about a stone of the weight i lost and its reli hard to loook in the mirror n see all that fat that wasnt there even though i know im not really fat i liked being thin better but now i know i shouldnt slip into old habis so i make myself eat chocolate and bread etc...but its annoying becuase my little brother goes and tells my gran if i even leave a potato at dinner////which kind of make me want to be thinner.

what shall i do
hlp please?

I feel for your struggle. You should be proud of yourself that you're working on your eating disorder, that's a huge step.

Talk to an adult, someone you trust (a parent, teacher, counselor, etc) about the way you're feeling and your issues. It may be scary at first, but believe me, it'll help you in the long run.

I'm sure you're beautiful the way you are. Wake up in the morning, look in the mirror, and tell yourself you're beautiful, you're intelligent, you're caring. It's not something you can convince yourself about, it's something you have to believe.

Good luck to you!

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See a therapist or counselor so you don't slip back into self-destructive habits. I assume you're somewhere in the UK, so have a link: http://www.b-eat.co.uk/HelpandSupport