Wow. Seriously? You started another one of these? This has gotten so fucking rediculous! You were clingy then? What do you call this?? This is clinging!
I don't reply because I keep hoping that you'll lose interest and finally BACK the fuck OFF. But you just won't. You knew I wasn't going to reply because you know I want nothing to do with you, so why do you write?
I'm so sick of these weird mind games you play, trying to be mysterious and posting these vague things on Youthnoise like you think they're going to intice me into talking to you. You've made it completely impossible not to hate you, and I've tried really REALLY hard over the years. But when someone basically ignores your existence for like 3 years and you STILL keep trying to talk to them, then the problem is with you. I hoped you would take a hint, but apparently you need me to spell it out to you: You need to stop trying to talk to me.
And while we're on the subject (since I never plan on speaking to you again), I'm furious at you for talking to Div about my mother behind my back. If you're too chickenshit to ask me about it, then you don't talk to everyone else about it. That was maybe the one secret I trusted you with and you blew it. No matter how pissed off with you I've been, I've kept your secrets and tried to let people make up their own mind about you. Because we used to be friends. (emphasis on used to)
And now you've successfully taken youthnoise away from me, since I can never write anything here without expecting you to see it. Thanks. I don't know if you joined because of me or not, but the fact that you used it as a method to force me to finally lash out at you is pathetic either way.
Good luck with your life. Stay out of mine.
(I'm aware that it's cruel to post this here, but I did it for two reasons.
1- So that my friends here will know why I'm not around anymore (Again, thanks a lot... I really appreciate you taking this away from me) If you can use Youthnoise to force your communications on me, then I can too.
2- I'm not going to bother to change my facebook settings so that I can reply to your message without you seeing my profile. At this point, it's just not worth the effort)
EDIT: And if you pretend you didn't know this was me, I may actually kill you. You are a
terrible liar, so don't waste the effort
~*The optimist proclaims that we live in the best of all possible worlds; and the pessimist fears this is true.