My life to me feels like it is crashing down around me. Friends are not trustworthy. Boyfriend is pushing away. Dad is in court for beeting me and my mom. Lately suicide has been popping up in my head. I want to live but life it getting worse. Also 2 Senior girls try to make my life HELL. This last summer they came to my house while I was at work and searched though my room. I need Insight!!!

Suicide is something you just have to cope with when it comes to thinking about it find other thoughts like happy memories so then the suicide thoughts r forced out!! and you find your real friends in ur older years of high school i did im a senior and ive lost 2 of my really good friends in car accidents and been through hell with my old friends but now i found the ones i love to bo with no moatter the rain or shine in my life!! im suicidal well i was i cut and everything but i forced out those thoughts with my friends and happy memories and now im 10 times happier you can be too!!!

You shouldn't kill yourself.I know how hard life can be my parents used to beat me <they got consuling and got me back>, so I cut. I was a skater punk surrounded by preps so no one talked to me and the cheerleaders would do everything humanly possible to make me miserable. things seem bad now but they will cange. A cheerleader eventually saw my cuts and got me to stop shes my best friend now and I have the sweetest boyfriend in the world look to the future and it will get better. you want to live not die

Whatever you do, DO NOT self mutilate yourself!! Anyway, committing suicide is illegal [[even though there's not really a consequence]].& Don't worry, You'll pull through... Life goes on, and at some point there are going to be good things that come along in it. And those two senior girls... you know you can get them in a lot of trouble if you tell... ;]

If you wanna talk, Just AIM me [[SKATER x love69]]

i dont think suicide is the way to go... i think it has become an over used expressioon when the going gets tough. every1 experiences difficulties during their life. as for this conquer the problems and become a stronger person. taking the easy way out isnt best. prove yourself wrong and show the strength you are capable of.

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New Name on here is kourtney1227... Had probs with other one...it kept saying that i was sum chick from NH... lol

Ah.. those crappy feelings of wanting to die, so familar.. I have felt like ending it all on more than one occasion, and the times I tried someone always found me and came to my rescue. At the time I hated them for it, I wish they had have taken those 5 extra mins rushing me to the ER,(then maybe I wouldnt have had to have my stomache pumped) but I look back on it all now and I am kinda glad that I am still here. now dont ask me why. I am not saying that I never feel like dieing anymore, because I do, all I am saying is believe it or not there is always a small part of you that wants to live.

I know how you feel, I felt like commiting suicide last summer, all I wanted to do was make it to the first day of school. I don't really know what happen but I guess I just sorta stop thinking like that.

ur not alone bluexeyedxsweeti because i started cutting when i was seven years old and i still havent stopped. im 16 now and its still a problem. i dont cut to kill myself (most of the time) just to feel pain. it feels good like it releases things inside me. i can see why ur life is so hard! it sounds horrible! i think the best way to get over it is to try talking to someone. and if u feel u have noone to talk to call the suicide hotline i call about once a week! and just talk to the same person. she deosnt know who i am so i can tell her everything and not feel like she is untrustworthy. everything is on a first name basis and she gives me some good coping methods (unfortunately i still cut) but not as deep as i used to. good luck! i know ull get through this. just keep trying

Life isn't always easy, I know this well, but suicide is not the answer. And it may seem like it's just coming from some talking head on the internet now but I know firsthand.

I've always lived a life of family turmoil and hardship, abuse, people hurting me and my girlfriend of over two years killed herself in May of this year. It destroyed my life and I was suicidal for a long time, attempting it a many times and getting saved by a friend each time. Suicide may not hurt you and may take away all of your pain, but it hurts others so badly... Everyone who cares about you would be hurt so badly if you did that, and I'm sure you have people who you care about and who care about you.

I'm sorry life is hard for you, but learn from my mistakes and pain and talk to someone, get counseling, whatever it takes... If you need someone to talk to you can reach me as well... IM or e-mail, it doesn't matter, my AIM is av83r, my MSN KG4WMG@Gmail.com and my email is xsilent.strifex@gmail.com

Stay strong and take care of yourself.

shit kiddo that's some hard crap, well speaking as an almost suicide I can only impart this wisdom
"all the problems you'll ever have are temporary issues, eventually they will go away and things will be back to normal. Suicide is foolish because it's like ejecting from a airplane when you hit some turbulance, it's a permanent solution to a temporary problem"

1-800-SUICIDE
This is a hotline that I want you to call if you are seriously considering suicide. It is confidential and there will be people there who will know better how to help you.


As far as insight goes...
My life has been pretty screwed up for the past 7 years. My dad has been moving in and out, my parents are separated, there was a lot more going on that I don't really want to get into details about at the moment, but believe me, I've had my share of sucky life moments. Trust me when I say that things will get better. When things really hit an all-time low for me, my youth minister sent me a card with a quote on it, and it has really helped me for the past several years, hopefully it will do the same for you. "When the going seems all uphill, just think of the view from the top."

And PLEASE, if you ever need to talk to someone, you can reach me via AIM (MissyMeg05) or e-mail (MissyMeg05@aol.com).

Take care!