I feel alone all the time even when i'm around people. Not only is this one of my biggest fears but it also makes me feel really sad like no one really cares what happens to me. and i have trust issues so just hearing it doesn't mean much to me. If you have any idea how i can feel like someone actually cares could you let me know?

but anyway, i'm not going to say in here that you should believe everyone because you're right, you shouldn't. I have the same problem, because my 1 of my friends whom i thought was my best friend was talking trash behind my back to my other friends and they said "i don't want to tell you this but... so-and-so (im not going to say her name on YN... i think she's on here) said you can't sing. she said you're lesbian. (Which is totally bogus...) she said you hate me. I just can't trust her.
but i know it feels good to know you're not the only one feeling this way.
anyway, i know it sucks not being able to trust people.
but, what i think is... you shouldn't really TRUST THEM, but you shouldn't be completely against talking to them and believing some things they say.
you just have to be ready for something to happen 24/7. don't let yourself be sucked into their lies, but don't completely ignore them because you assume you can't trust them, either.

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lol ur like the hundreth person to tell me not to care so much. I can't exactly just stop caring as much though. Apparently its just in my nature to over analyze everything.

maybe you should not care so much.

i noticed that people who over analyze things are often the most unhappy.

ugh, counslers. i despise them. twloha is a good organization though.

Have you thought about talking to your school counsler? Usually they have some resources they can provide that might be able to help you. also, have you ever heard of 'To Write Love on Her Arms'? If not, they have a myspace page that I think you should seriously check out. I hope that I have been able to help.

thanx. that helps a lil. but not being able to trust anyone sux!!!! i'm afraid of being let down i guess so instead i just take that everyone is lying which just makes my life a whole lot more confusing because i want to believe what people say is true but it isn't true most of the time so why set myself up just to be massively upset in the end? I don't even believe my friends. they say we're friends but i don't trust it. for all i know they're saying bad things about me right now.

i'm still waiting for someone to prove that you can tell the truth and mean it. so maybe my problem is more along the lines of not being able to trust people and that's why i feel alone cuz nothing anyone says is sincere in my opinion. idk, any ideas? anyone?

im sorry you feel this way. i have serious trust issues to. im cool with it though. know that you dont need to keep a wide circle of people in your life. i think the more people in your life, the more possible drama to come. if you feel like something wrong with you, maybe there is. maybe its a mental condition which isnt a bad thing. you can get an assessment done and see whats goin on in ur brain. even when no one cares about u, u have to care about yourself and let life go on. you are blessed to have your life so live it the way you want to.