
Registered: December 31, 2003
Posts: 99
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it has been the worst week in my life. All in 2 days i found out my boyfriend is cheating on me my mom has cancer, my dad has emphsema, and to top it off my brother is in intensive car because of a car accident. i dont no what to do my life is falling apart and i cant do n e thing and alls i want to do is kill myself more than ever. i need help or someone to tak to! Plz help me!
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Registered: August 03, 2005
Posts: 4
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ive been through this kind of **** before and ill tell you right now, it's not worth trying to commit suicide. when i was only 4, 4!!!, i caught a disease that eats away at the flesh until you are no more. i was diagnosed as a skitso.(i know thats not how its spelt but...) and i with a borderline personality disorder. a year later, i was in a wheelchair because the disease ate away one of my legs but thankfully it was stopped. at age seven i was diagnosed as a fantasy-eyer which basically means i hear voices, see imaginary people and fell imagianary pain. at age eight i tried committing suicide after my dad left us for a sixteen year old woman( my dad was thirty nine at the time). i was put in a youth mental hospital but i ended up trying to "kill" the nurse(i actually pushed her and she tripped down the stairs.) so i was thrown in a juvenile facility until i was thirteen. now im older and i have all the same disorders except for the flesh eating disease and my life couldnt be any better. so theres my story and im surprised i even finished telling it because it hurts telling people but...
IF IT DONT FIT...TRY SOME LUBE!!!
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Registered: December 20, 2004
Posts: 952
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They both have a point. Go and talk to your mom and dad. and then just live in the moment.
I'm confused... about life. and life hates me.
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Registered: March 09, 2004
Posts: 2913
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I can tell you right now your BF is the least important on the list, and don't work things out with him, because obviously he doesnt love you enough, so its over with him. Youre only 16 having a relationship isnt important. People get old, they die thats life. Spend more time with your dad and mom, have them tell you life stories it'll make you feel better knowing they lived a good life. as for your brother I'm not sure how serious it is. Theres no reason to kill yourself, it'll make things worse for all those people. You killing yourself will be 1000x more stress on them then you are feeling right now. Why would you want to make things worse for them?
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Registered: October 18, 2004
Posts: 726
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Dont ever think about it all together like that . for a few days just live in the moment . just think about the next thing u gotta do . Sometime later you can deal with it all properly . get somebody to be there physically to help . And i hope everybody gets well again .
I'll sleep when im dead .
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