my best friend commited suicide because he couldn't have me as a gf and it all my fault!!!!!!!!!!!!! and i was to scared to say anything when he was holding the gun to his head so now i wana kill myself because i don't deserve to live!!!! help me plz!!!!!!!!

~brittany lyn~

You need to talk to someone to help you through this. Don't throw your life away! He probably was looking for an excuse to do it. *HUG* I'm so sorry, I know this is hard for you. I wish I could say more. Keep us posted, we may be strangers but we care about you.

hey u, listen to me, it wasn't your fault i'm sure there was other major things going on on there head, if it will help u feel better try and find out what else was wrong,if nthing else was wrong they wouldn't have killed themselves, even if said somethng they would have probably ended up killing them selves ne way. i'd get some help, counciling something! I BE SERIOUS!!

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Oh sure, that's gonna help.
Evy

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LOL!!!

Man, that's funny. Paradisevy that was great.

*cough* yes this is a bit of a suspicious post but er, if your friend killed himself just because of that, there was something else wrong. it was only a matter of time and it could have even been someone else he was pining over. you shouldn't have a relationship with someone like that because they will just end up caging you in and threatening themselves if u break up saying that "if you dump me i will shoot myself" or "when we fight i slash my wrists" ect.

with christians its always trust in god. there so trusting they dont even look both ways...i saw that happen to a guy in a ministry group once...it was nasty.

You will be okay. Just trust God to get you through this hard time and everything will bloom in roses.

what youd u use to kill him/her?

I think that he was trying to make you feel guilty. He could have also had this unhealthy obsession with you

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Oh sure, that's gonna help.

Evy

Perhaps this will explain a little more clearly exactly what locutus126 is trying to say. I strongly urge all those helping iluvu to check it out.



http://boards.youthnoise.com/eve/forums?q=Y&a=tpc&s=742299645&f=693295355&m=8684007203&p=1

For you newbies, this girl is a liar. She also claimed to have killed herself on this board and then claimed that she is her sister. Don't patronize her with attention.

Okay, I know that had to be the HARDEST thing in the world. I think i would feel the exact same way. It was totally not your fault. He had to have had more problems in his life. but please, don't ever ever ever think about commiting suicide. It is the STUPIDEST thing you can ever do, and you would be extremely selfish. i mean, this is how you feel, and what about somone you are really close to? if you did do it, then they would feel guilty, and it would just go on. put a stop to it. Just tell yourself that it wasn't your fault, and i know this may be hard, but MOVE ON!!

YOUR FRIEND'S A SYCO!!!!!!!!

Well, people especially teenagers these days kill themsevles because of love and not being able to have someone or something and stuff like that. You would think it's your fault but it's really not. He had control of his actions and he picked that path for him. I would say, things, other things drove him to do that, it wasn't just you. I wish, he didn't let love or whatever he felt for you control is actions and emotions so much but it did and I am sorry.

Hey, I think some people on here don't like you because they are just bitter and they don't like anyone but I bit one or two people on here, likes you. Don't ever say no one on this site or in this world likes you because guess what, you don't know that. Has everyone including me say that they don't like you? NO! So you have no proof in saying no one likes me. Maybe you keep coming back here to let things out or deep down inside, you want attention and you know you can get it here, or maybe people actually help here, I don't know your reasons but if you really look deep down inside yourself, you will know why.

Whoa, the dude was unstable, don't let his lack of sanity change yours. Yeah, that's gotta hurt but, again, you didn't pull the trigger and clearly the dude had a lot of other problems in his life if his friend saying that she wouldn't go out with him was enough to put him over the edge. If you're not already, get counciling. Seriously.

It is not your fault, i can tell you that. Did you hold the gun to his head? Did you MAKE him kill himself, did you say, Kill yourself to his face while he was holding that gun. I don't think so. And even though you may have told him that you did not want to be his g/f, if he really loved you then he would have let it go, for the sake of your friendship, if he really loved you and wted to date you so badly, then he would have not killed himself, b/c if he really loved you then he would not want to do anything to hurt you! I hope that i have helped, even if it is just a little, don't worry, the feeling you are having, the feeling that it is all your fault and if he is not living then either should you, it will pass, slowly,but it will. And you will realise that you did NOT MAKE HIM kill himself, that you just happen to be a part of this mans life, even though you guys had your problems, it was NOT YOUR FAULT!

Love always,
Alyssa O.**

[This message was edited by YNLissa on December 09, 2003 at 06:41 AM.]

no no one loves me on this site!! so y the hell do i even come back to post stuff i don't even know maybe it cuz i keep hoping one day sumone good will help me or maybe it just cuz i need to get it off my chest or both who knows!! so this is my last post cuz it seems like no one ever wants to help so bie!!pe@ce

~brittany lyn~

it wasn't your fault, who would be able to say anything when their best friend has a gun to their head. Its not your fault, i have a friend that i have has since the month i was born and i could never see us together. Some people are ment to be together as friends and others as bf and gf. you would know which one it is.

Just wanted to see whazz-up width u???Havent heard from you lately..We still love you too!!!