Alot has been heppening latly and i really cant cope n e more!!! So far ive lost 2 really good friends in car accidents my dad is signing off custody of me and i started cutting again so my mom is sending me to West Virginia to get me away from all the stress in my life so i stop!!! Im so confused and loat right now i dont no how to deal w n e thing and i dont want to cut and keep cutting again!!

You can also talk to me at aim (trisscarkitty). I know what cutting is like and if you just need somebody to talk I'm there for you.

I'm sorry you have so much going on in your life. I can empathize with you at the moment; my home life is awfully difficult (I won't go into details, but I can give them to you if you would like). I know there have just been moments over the past few weeks where things just start spiraling out of control and I really just feel helpless.

I think the thought that brought me the most comfort and that has kept be going is that, no matter what happens with my family, I am ultimately in control of my own destiny. That is something I would like for you to reflect on as well. Regardless of what happens with your parents and as hard as it is to lose friends, you still have the final say in how your life is going to end up. Maybe the people in your life will change, but you can still choose which path you are ultimately going to take.

Please talk to me, either on AIM (MissyMeg05) or via e-mail (MissyMeg05@aol.com) if you need/want to talk.