Hello, folks.
I ask once more for advice from you. Ah well, here's the current problem.
I am underweight, and getting worse. At 5'1 and my age, I am supposed to weigh 110 pounds, but I weigh 93 pounds.
Now that I am wanting to start doing exercise, I need to gain some weight, to have more energy.
The thing is, I never tried to loose weight. I didn't think I was fat before or anything. I just ate like I normally do (and I eat very little normally, I just don't feel hunger much), and I lost weight, a ton of it.
There's concern because I am sick a lot more often now. I usually feel faint, dizzy, and doing a simple activity like standing up causes my heart to want to beat off my chest.
But, now I am beggining to think that I do indeed look fat, when in truth everyone is shocked at my being so damn thin. The idea of looking fatter repulses me, but I know I have to do it, for the sake of my health. When I am forced to eat (usually by my boyfriend, who is the one who told me I was underweight in the first place and needed to check myself), I get nauseated after eating about half of my food, and I feel like I am going to throw up anything more that I eat. But I am not so weight-obsessed that I
feel like I may have an eating disorder.
So, I'm asking if anyone knows how to gain weight in a healthy way, how to stop myself from feeling nauseated everytime I eat more than I normally do, or if you've been in a similar situation, I'd love to hear your story. Thanks.
"Regardless, I have always, and will always, succeed."