For anyone that sincerely wants to help...
I want thing all to make sense but I have a feeling its a lot to explain. My boyfriend is leavin for college, I have one more year of HS. I am not worried about what happens between us but I feel like I am being abandoned. We have spent sao much time together, he's liek my best friend and next year I am going to be forced to find new people to hang out with. At such a small school, makin friends isn't a challenge, it's more of an impossible feat. I seem to be an outcast, no one in school shares my passion for anything: change, writing, learning, running. I feel like I am stuck in a "limbo." I have some friends from basketball who are very sweet, but I can hardly stand listening to them chatter on about "omg" this, using "like" more than any other word in the english language. I feel pretentious for sayin these things. I feel left out, outcasted, yet like there would be no where I want to go.. all at the same time. One of these girls even points out everytime I use a big word, repeating it like a question. Other people at my school are theatrical or artsy... I am NOT really like them either. It's hard to find common interest with people at my school. I am trying to put myself out there and try new things but I dont knwo where to begin.

Hi

I'm sure it's hard to be surrounded by people so different from you. Just remember, we are all created differently. No two people are exactly alike. You'd be suprised, you could become close to someone who seems to be the complete opposite of you. And you don't have to hang out with one set group of people. It's always great to be friends with almost everyone. And remember, your friends don't have to only go to your school. Good luck with everything!

-Shanny444

heya
just wanted to say that i was ame as you a while back. all my classmates were like, what does that mean? everytime i said something. But now i just look beyond that and i have loads of really good friends. When you can except them for who they are im sure you will start to fit in. if you really are worried then join a sports club or go out and meet some new people.
good luck
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