HOW MANY OF YOU EVER HAVE SUICIDAL THOUGHTS ? HOW MANY OF YOU HAVE EVER GOT YOUR HEARTBROKEN BADLY? HOW MANY OF YOU WISH THAT YOU COULD START LIFE OVER YOUR OWN WAY? HOW MANY OF U EVER SAY " I AHTE MY LIFE"? HOW MANY OF U CAN RELATE TO WHAT I'M SAYING AND FEELING CUZ I DOTN WANT TO BE ALONE?

~~Mostly i think that the world would be improved by my absence. that everything i do turns out wrong. that i will always face people with a smile on my face and a word about happiness but that i will still go home and cry. i'm crying for a world that i will never be a part of because i don't know how...~~

I agree with you very much. I face this every damn day and it makes me sick to my stomach to think about it. My mother and my sister drive me insane and everyone says it's normal. If it was normal, I wouldn't be spiralling out of control at this very moment.

I have thought of suicide. i used to cut myself every day. still do sometimes when i'm out of control. i don't think its lame and i don't think its cowardly. Mostly i think that the world would be improved by my absence. that everything i do turns out wrong. that i will always face people with a smile on my face and a word about happiness but that i will still go home and cry. i'm crying for a world that i will never be a part of because i don't know how...

"It's times like this that make me sad i'm alive
Standing with a fool's fixed grin
Don't pretend you can't see me cry
It's not like I have crocodile skin"

I have never thought of suicide. i think thats so lame but i did thought of how life is so bad and i hate it and sometimes i would question God too but i do keep myself optimistic about life and htings.

I know what you are feeling. I have attempted to slit one of my wrists, but it wasn't deep enough to do anything short of bleed a little. My family doesn't know because they wouldn't get it. I have suicidal thoughts alot, especially after my dad died three years ago, I almost continually say, "I hate my life." My heart has been broken, though the person who did it, didn't know. I've wanted to start my life over, but I know I can't. I get depressed randomly, and I blame my family and my so -called friends. I feel as if no one can understand. Like I am on the inside looking out. Does this describe you? I know God can help, and he does, but my problems always come back. Can you help?

Lifes good . . .if you look on the bright side of things. Because you know life likes kicking you in the butt for some odd reason. and continuously.. . . I havnt had my heart broken . . .that bad. I forgive the person who did it but the pain is still there. You cant erase it.

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I try to make the best of life. Life is like a mystery. U dont know whats going to happen next. We just have to prepare ourselves. Live life the best u can. Dont give up hope. If God brings u to it, he will help get u through it.There is a reason for everything. About suicide, we r here 4 a reason and if we werent here for a reason, then we would be dead. Put God first and everything else will fall in place.peace up

Dancegirl said it all..."follow through Christ"

I LOVE MY LIFE. Life is good when you follow Christ. You can't go wrong. I never say that i hate my life. There's nothing about it to hate. Besides, hate is a strong word. I never had my heart broken or anything. I mean my very first boyfriend I have ever had cheated on me like three years ago, but it never and will never bring me down. Although he was my first crush. I've never been in love. Hello, I'm only 16, I'm to young still. The only thing I love is life, family, and God. I wouldn't want to change my life and start over again either. I mean, I have made like ten thousand mistakes in my life, and had more then a million embarrassing moments, but I go on with my life and try to forget the bad things and think look forward to the good things. My pastor always tells me, "when you speak the negative, then you'll get the negative. But, when you speak the positive, then you'll get the postive." Don't think of ending your life just because you don't like it either. If you end your life, then in "the hot world under" (heck), your life will be way more worse there then it is now. I really don't know what else o tell you, I think I told you enough. Hopefully you all will do the right thing, and make your life better. You control your actions and whta you do. I suggest you get help or talk to someone if you hate your life that much. God Bless You.

I do that all the time... I've had a very bad breakup not to long ago ... it was about a year of dating and he just ended it right then and there for the stupidest reason in the book, then he lied to me ... It was so painful, that I had to block him from IMing me online, Not exceped his phonecalls on my celli / home phone number(s) .. and I'd cutt myself every time I thought about him .. and that was every minute of the day .. I still do, off and on ... And I still am hurting , I think I amways will . But all you can do , Is try to move on ... and live you're life to "its fullest" ... Because you only live one life ... and Yes, I'm suicidal, and yes I have suicidal thoughts alot... and yes I've asked myself questions of why I am still alive and "well living" and I have said "I hate my life" ...

I have been suicidal and have had suicidal thoughts but it wasn't because I had been hurt in love. I just hated my life at that particular moment and because of that moment I wanted to end my life. Look, you are going to have many moments in your life to where you are going to hate something about it but it's how you come through them that shows what kind of person you are. Are yo strong enough to handle them and your emotions? Do something to bring yourself back from the edge.

You are not alone and you are incredibly brave for posting about the situation going on in your life. As soon as you can, please call one or both of the following hotline numbers so you can talk to someone one-on-one: 1-800-SUICIDE or 1-800-564-2120.

Have you tried talking to your parents or guardians, a relative, a trusted teacher or close friend about the way you have been feeling? It may be rough, but please try to get some help.

*If you ever need immediate help, call 911.*

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HOW MANY OF YOU EVER HAVE SUICIDAL THOUGHTS ? HOW MANY OF YOU HAVE EVER GOT YOUR HEARTBROKEN BADLY? HOW MANY OF YOU WISH THAT YOU COULD START LIFE OVER YOUR OWN WAY? HOW MANY OF U EVER SAY " I AHTE MY LIFE"? HOW MANY OF U CAN RELATE TO WHAT I'M SAYING AND FEELING CUZ I DOTN WANT TO BE ALONE?

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Whoa...Whoa...one question at a time.
*sighs* Let's see...Yes, I've had suicidal thoughts before. Not anymore, but at the time they were really strong and I almost made the mistake of act on them. I've never really gotten my heart broken badly...perhaps because I've never really exposed myself that much to be in a vulnerable position. I don't really wish to start life again, my past has made me who I am today, but sometimes I did wish that before when I was deeply depressed. I don't hate my life now, there was I time when I thoght I did, or at least I might have at that moment but it turns out that those gray days don't last forever. I can really relate to what you are saying, I've sort of been there and it's very recent. But I'm happy now, my life is back on track and if there is something I can say to you is hang-on. After the storm the sun shines again.

*sweet day*

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HOW MANY OF YOU EVER HAVE SUICIDAL THOUGHTS ? HOW MANY OF YOU HAVE EVER GOT YOUR HEARTBROKEN BADLY? HOW MANY OF YOU WISH THAT YOU COULD START LIFE OVER YOUR OWN WAY? HOW MANY OF U EVER SAY " I AHTE MY LIFE"? HOW MANY OF U CAN RELATE TO WHAT I'M SAYING AND FEELING CUZ I DOTN WANT TO BE ALONE?

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I've had suicidal thoughts before. Not so much now. I never had my heart broken badly, but I have had it broken. I said I hated my life when relatives died. I can relate to what you're saying, but I don't know how you're feeling because you never wrote about that in your post...