I am sick and tired of people thinking I'm emo.
I am sick and tired of people looking at me and making judgements.
I have bright red hair.
I wear fishnets and I have scars on my body.
But I'm a really awesome person.
I am a loyal friend.
I am here for anyone who needs someone, even if I hate them.
I normally don't talk shit.
I want to succeed in life.
I want to make a GOOD difference in the world.
And I am sick of teachers and students picking on me because I am different.
Not only that, but I feel like that no matter what I do, everything goes to hell, because it does.
The only thing that is keeping me from committing suicide is the guilt.
My family loves me.
But if they love me, they should just let me go.
Ya know?
I am sick.
And I have no energy to do homework.
I am failing all my classes already, but I'm trying.
But it just sucks.
I wake up with migraines every morning.
My boyfriend dumped me because he doesn't want to get arrested when he turns 18 in a couple of months.
I am tired of being a bother.
We're about to lose our house because of my hospital bills.
I am causing so many people pain, and I'm sick of it.
I want to die.
I am bored with life.
There is nothing here for me.
I dunno anymore.
--Lexx