sometimes I wish I had a chemical imbalance in my brain that would justify my feeling so fucking bad for no reason at all. At least that way I could just feel bad, not have to feel bad and on top of it feel guilty about feeling bad, because, well, I have no right to. It's so fucking ridiculous. I want to switch off my fucking thoughts for a fucking minute, I want the fucking arguments and conflicts in my head to go away and just leave me the fuck alone. Feel how I feel without thinking about if I actually have the right to feel this way. Does that make sense, at all?
I feel like I have a freaking judge in my head and I can't get her to shut the hell up and leave me alone. "why are you thinking this, you have no problems what are you complaining about, you are so egocentric..." blablablabla just SHUT the FUCK UP already!

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Originally posted by Meagan87:
Anyone else think that this person "nobodynobody" sounds like someone who's been around for awhile and is disguising themselves with a new noisename?

Just thinking out loud...

well duh...

She is. I'm not shure who, but she said she was...

Anyone else think that this person "nobodynobody" sounds like someone who's been around for awhile and is disguising themselves with a new noisename?

Just thinking out loud...

Alright. I apologise.

It's not so much hilarious as it is pathetic. I agree with you, these punks really need to stop it.

What's wrong with it is that I said it, and I'm a "newbie". You've been on the site for years EG so no one would dare say anything to you. Things haven't changed I see. People still find the need to harrass "newbies" for some really stupid shit. Lol it's actually pretty hilarious if you think about it.

What the fuck is wrong with saying fuck all of a sudden? Fuck, I say it all the fucking time. No one ever seems to mind.

Oh well, looks like this thread is certainly fucked.

ok chill out katie! you don't need to prove your superiority to anyone, this is a website, no one gives a SHIT! I just find it kind of sad that some people always find the need to do this, but I guess maybe in your real lives you don't get a chance to, so maybe the internet is the only way or something, that's all good I guess, because I am not going to get all offended by anything you say, but seriously you should think about your first response to what I wrote, is that all you could come up with? The only reason I wrote that first post was because I needed to get it out of my head, now do you think what you said was a response to my post? No the answer is it wasn't, it was just a lame attempt to try and act all cool going off at me about my using a SWEAR WORD(oh my God, did I hurt anyones feelings?), which is sad, because as I said, this is the f..... internet.

One typo - being an idiot

I'll take the typo.

oh i'm sorry i forgot how you guys are on this site about spelling and shit like that! oh and swearing! sorry if i offended you with my WORDS but honestly that really is not my biggest worry right now so if you think you are going to offend me you're not! and kATE if you want to tell me off first spell correctly yourself because if not it's just kind of pathetic.

I'd forgotten the rule of being a jerk with "newbies", I just always thought it was really stupid but I guess you guys follow it!

Wow I really dont know what to think of this. Maybe you can first wash out your mouth then go see a therapist.

Congratulations. You officialy used the F word more ofter then you used capital letters.