Ok, I like seriously hate my roommate. I hate school. I hate EVERYTHING. I'm so fucking sick of it all.
My roommate leaves rotting food on the kitchen counters, dirty underwear on the bathroom floor, she'll leave her dirty dishes in the sink for WEEKS, when she gets out of the shower there's water EVERYWHERE, she never takes the garbage out and thanks to her dumbass, the whole apartment is INFESTED with flies. She whistles, she stomps all over the place like a child, she barks (Seriously.), she makes a high pitched whining noise that goes kinda like this "EEEEIIIIIIIIIIIAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHhhhhh!!!"
What pisses me off the most is that she'll do this late at night, when I'm trying to sleep. I have to wake up a 6:30 in the morning for school and I have to hear her march into the kitchen, get a glass of water and then slam it on the counter, so I'll only get like 4-5 hours of sleep. It also doesn't help when I'm trying to do homework.
I get sick and friggin' faint and I have to miss school, I'm already behind on a lot of work and I'll probably fail one of my classes.
Now my iTunes and my iPod are fucking up on me. Sure that doesn't seem like a big deal to you, but music is what keeps me sane. I haven't had my iPod for a whole damn year and it's a treating me like shit. I really want to cry, because my music is about the only thing I look foward to, the only thing that blocks out everything that hurts so badly and now I may lose all my songs for good.
I really think someone out there really, really hates me. I just want to go home. I'm tired of having to walk to school and having creepy homeless men approach me, it's fucking terrifying. I'm tired of having a major essay due, and the printers at school not working. I almost broke down and started crying when I tried to print out some research material at the school library. I could look it up on my own computer, but lucky me, this building has shitty internet. It's college housing and they can't provide sufficient internet?? I can't afford to have my own internet service installed. I can't even get a damn job! I've put in god knows how many applications and NO ONE has called back. Maybe the fact that I'm unsocial bothers them. Too bad I can't do a damn thing about that, other than therapy, but I can't get therapy, because I don't have a job to pay for it. What a fucking awesome situation. I'm not even social enough for school. I'll probably fail because of my social phobias. I've already failed at life. I really can't see my future getting any better, if I even have one.
Well, I feel a litte bit better, but this still sucks.
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