Dear God,

Thank you for the lessons of my life, thank you for helping me through it all. When I think back to past years, I thought I was such a nobody but I hung in there and now I have a beautiful life, I pray you can reach others through the knowledge that you are there for them and even though things dont seem so good now, that can and will be, as long as they hold on to you.
Amen

Dear god,
I know this might not be the best thing to say (I'm sorry if i offend anyone)


BUT FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU FUCK YOU. Bastard.

-J.

Dear God,

so. its really you. going thru previous letters i see how people r blaming you.
i know that i do alot, maybe just to myself and not aloud but i want u 2 no that im sorry.

i no that u do alot for me and for my family. u'v gave me a mother that loves me and would do anything for me. a father who would do almost anything for his little girl.
the greatest sister ever. she is so strong on the inside. shes went thru the most anyone could go thru and instead of hating you or blaming you, shes thanking u. u knew she could do it. u no she'd pull thru to b the great person she is today.

i know that there's a time for everything and everything happens for a reason. i may not agree with it but i know.
i just wanted to say sorry for ever trying to test you. to make you prove that u were real.
faith is a strong word and i lack in it. if you could help me find faith, thatd b the best thing you could do for me right now.

god why is it so easy to see the bad things happening in the world today, but sooo hard to see all the good thing? new babies r being born, people r helping each other out, rebuilding america, making their dreams cum true no matter what.
but then we turn to the news and media and we see the bad things happening in the war, people killing each other, killing babies!
the war is not a bad thing, just sum of the things going on seem bad.
god, please help me see the better things in life. please let me see things more clearly.
let me understand y things happen.
y they hapen for a reason.

god thank you for my cuzins. u no which ones im talking about. i luv looking in their eyes and seeing joy. they smile all the time. they see good in EVERYONE.
speaking of them, please keep their daddy safe over seas. please please god, keep him safe.
also, id like to ask you to keep my grandpa safe. he's ben havin sum hard times, but he's pullin thru. and it's bcuz ur helping him. plz dont take him. not yet. i need him. he shows us luv and kindness even when we dont show it to others.

God, i know im not nearly worthy to ask such things of u, but i hope that with your help and guidance, i will gain faith and luv u more than possibly imagined.

thank you for all that you have done for me.

Love,
Crystal

Dear God,

Why do you fuck everyone over like this. You know what i mean and who i'm talking about. You KNOW how worried i am about her. And still, you do this shit.

Thanks alot.


J.

Dear God,

I know you had to take her for a reason. I thank you for that reason. I don't always know why you do what you do, but in the end I know it always works out for the better. Thank you for helping me through this situation and for helping us all to see the light rather than the darkness through it all. It amazes me how we could all be so positive about it, but I know it was just You helping us cope. I know I haven't followed your word exactly and I stumble from time to time, but I'm thankful for you everyday. I wouldn't trade these last few months for anything. Thanks for all you've done.

-K

Dear God,

Thank you so much for making it possible for plant matter able to ferment and thus making booze. I love you for that. And thank you for cows too. Because I love cheeseburgers.

-DeenayNay

Dear God,

Thank you for her, you know what I mean

-E

Dear God,

I think it was just a waste of time creating me in the first place. I'm only going to end up ending it.

-M.

Dear God,

I think I deserve this to end. What have I done to deserve to be punished for so many months? I just want to be normal. I never want to go back there - you know what I'm talking about. Please God show me you are here for me. Do this one thing for me. Make my ordeal stop here.

Love, J.

God,

Why them? Why not me?

-Meg

Dear God,

How am I supposed to keep believing when this is how things go? End it God, please make it go away.

-Meg

Dear God,
I am speechless go away!
-EAS

Dear God,
Did you hear my past messages! Help now really I am signaling an SOS. Also thanks for sending me meg!
-EAS

Dear God,

Why do I feel this way? So empty and yet so full of things I can't explain. Wanting to die, and yet holding onto every scrap of life I can find. Hurting myself to dull the pain, when in reality it only causes more. I feel as though I can't see anything, the world has gone dark around me, and yet I think sometimes I see more than what my friends do. The world has gone dark and it's killing me, God. Can you end it?

-Meg

Dear God,
Make it all go away, PLEASE! I don't know how much longer I can take this. I hate this challenge you have given me. What about my friend you have not helped her yet. I think that my true self went into hiding. I need help. Please god. This life really sucks at the moment.
-EAS

Dear God,

Why does withdrawing suck so much. I am trying to make myself better, but is it worth this? Haven't I been through punishment enough?

Dear God,

What happened to picking me up when I fall, to carrying me when I stumble? I'm up against the dark without a light, God. You were supposed to be that guiding light, but I can't find you. I know you hate me and you have better things to worry about than my screwed up life, but do you still love that little girl I once was? Do you remember her? She's hiding, God. Please help her find the way.

Love,
Meg

God,
If your real, then prove it. Do something to fix my dad. To fix my boyfriend. To fix ME.
You see everything Im going through, and my loved ones are going through, and you watch. And it doesnt seem like you do a thing.
You see me cry and you dont do a thing to change it.
Isnt 4 years of this bull shit enough for you. Of should me and him suffer just a few more. Or maybe our whole lives together.
He's my light, not you. My dad is taking away my light. And you wont help me.
Fuck you, God, fuck you.

-MEG

Dear God,

Fuck you.

-Dee

God,

Uhuh, its me again. I know you noticed I didn't pray for my Uncle when we scattered his ashes today.

I didn't because I know you sent him to hell. I hate how fucking heartless you are.

I hate you,

'Leash