my mom has hurt me emotionally so many times and yet i haven't done anything about it yet. i keep thinking that she will change and turn around, but i havent seen any change happening. should i tell her how i feel...but when i do that, she ends up crying and telling me how sorry she is and that she tries her best and so i forgive her again and she keeps on doin what she's doin, making it harder for me to ignore it. i am a Christian and believe Jesus is the Son of God. I believe He died on the cross and came back to life 3 days later. but i wonder if she does. i feel like telling her to get a life and that i will live with my dad and i will choose when i can see her, but i cant see her cry or i'll break down. it's hard to try to be respectful to those who don't respect you.