I tried to do it once, I ODed on coricidin, meth, and coke and ended up in the hospital. Of course I lied and said I was just trying to get high. They would have sent me to Psyche if they knew I had tried to off myself. I was so mad when it didn't work, the fact that it didn't work was harder to deal with than the fact that I had tried to kill myself. It was scary.

I've tried suicide bfor well actually i'm an cutter (not n e more of course) my mom seen the cutz on my arm and asked me wut happened i (of course i lied)and said "the dawgs did it"dumb lie i know but i wasn't really thinking bout the lie i was thinkin bout wut would happen if my mom found out i was cutting myself!!!I didn't get in trouble she just told me not to do it agin and i haven't done it ever since but im thinkin bout it agin but i don't think i don't want to go through the pain i went through u know!!!Well gotz to bounce ttyl!!

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Dont revive dead threads.

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I didn't. There were three posts that wer eposted today, before mine.

you arent going to get a response because it was posted almost a year ago. Dont revive dead threads.

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You don't want to become a true human being?

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What the hell is a fake human, then?

suicide is a cowards way out i see it as now.

my cousin has attempted suicide back when i was a bout 7.

my boyfriends sister has attempted it off and on thru out his entire life.

my third cousin commited suicide last year.

my friend's older sister shot herself last year.

another friend's older brother hung himself last year.


i never attempted suicide, but i have thought about it alot, i think everybody does though.
I ain't about to try it though, i can't put my friends thru that **** that i have seen everybody go thru after someone commits or even attempts suicide. The **** they have to deal with. i can't do that.

laters~~~~§ love is never destroyed§

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Interesting.

MTLBYAKY

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Ditto

A kid at my school who I knew and used to talk to when we were in like the 6th grade killed himself last year. I think it was even around Christmas time.

My ex-boyfriend tried to kill himself when he was 10.

One of my best friends, who is like a brother to me tried to kill himself one time.

It's scary, you know? Like you hear about it and you think that none of your friends will ever go like that because they're "normal." They're not depressed and angry and suicidal, etc. But it can be everywhere around you. Someone can be depressed and you not even know it. When I was still with my ex I was like, "What if he tries again and succeeds." That would have torn me up. I seriously loved the guy. I was in love with him. If he had tried to commit suicide again-and succeeded-I don't know how I would've coped. Suicide effects everyone around you. It's the selfish way to go. So, if you're thinking about suicide, please talk to someone about it and reconsider. I guarantee there is someone out there who wants you to live. And you don't want to find out if there is by killing yourself.

My sister's friend, sara, killed herself a few weeks ago. It's been really hard on my sister, and she's even thinking of suicide, so she had to go to a hospital cause she was screaming and going crazy and stuff.
Don't do it. It totally affects everyone who cared for you, even if you think no one does.

Interesting.

MTLBYAKY

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___Males are more than four times more likely to die from suicide than are females. However, females are more likely to attempt suicide than are males.

omg everybody suicide is one of the most serious things in the world. i have been a victim of suicidal depression. yes i have almost gutted myself with a knife in my dad's kitchen while he and my brothers were just sitting there eating with no idea. its so scary. i started writing suicide notes to pass the time. what was worse was when i read an article about depression, i told my dad that i thought i was depressed and he said no i was too young i didn't know what depression was. i was 13. of course i knew what it was. finally when i told my best friend, she helped me and so did my sister who tried to kill herself at age 15. Depression to me was a blessing in disguise because know i'm into helping others so they never have to feel that pain again. please email me at fantastico1990@hotmail.com. love you forever, tina

TRUE HUMAN BEING hunnie? plz help me b 4 i faint. Respecting ppl's wishes isn't always what it's made out to be

Well put, I must admit. Just think about what YOU think a true human being is... and maybe try to live it up

MTLBYAKY

___An opinion can't define what being a true human is for everybody. Just live your own lives, if "god" had intended for you to live more than that it would have been so.

You don't want to become a true human being? What are you, then? Would you rather be thin air? Why live life being nothing?

Guys, you have to take in life a little more seriously. You'll regret it if you don't.

MTLBYAKY

ha ha

"""become true human beings"""
___Well that just makes me proud to be a fake-human.

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"The purpose of life is to serve and to show compassion and the will to help others. Only then have we ourselves become true human beings." Dr. Albert Schweitzer [Out of Africa]

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Well, yes Sir! I shall ponder that every day of my god damned life. To help others, I would readally do if it meant that I coud be a true human! May I? Pleeeaase?? I want to be a true human!

Bull sh*t. I can't believe that you would be proud to be a human. It's sad, so sad.

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