Yesterday a friend of mine Jarrod (sp?) Bartle (sp?) died from damages caused in a car wreck. Every time someone close to me dies I go through every death I have ever experienced again. Then on top of that there is this guy I really really like and I always see him with his cutsie little boyfriend. Jackass. Anyways it's like I wasn't meant to be loved. I know my family loves me but they keep dying and the love I look for in people my age is always thwarted. So if anyone has advice on losing a friend or love issues please post.
In my lifetime I have been to bed with men, women, and odd pieces of furniture....Oh and my avatar says "The only abnormality is the inability to LOVE!"
IF I wanted your homophobic spew WJ I'd ask for it I'd like to see you the day the person closest to you dies because I am going to smear your face in it if I do.
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In my lifetime I have been to bed with men, women, and odd pieces of furniture....Oh and my avatar says "The only abnormality is the inability to LOVE!"
Wow that sad, I'm sooooo sorry to hear about your friend. My best friend died, it was hard to let her go too, but I wish you the best of luck in everything!
Sincerely,
Nicki14
quote:Originally posted by gayquestionnare: Yesterday a friend of mine Jarrod (sp?) Bartle (sp?) died from damages caused in a car wreck. Every time someone close to me dies I go through every death I have ever experienced again. Then on top of that there is this guy I really really like and I always see him with his cutsie little boyfriend. Jackass. Anyways it's like I wasn't meant to be loved. I know my family loves me but they keep dying and the love I look for in people my age is always thwarted. So if anyone has advice on losing a friend or love issues please post.