Here is some stuff I left out in my last post. I was just a little too frustrated with Nicoley, and I thought I might ending saying something really bad to her if I kept typing.

quote:

---

People on this web site tell me im fat

---

Who does? Even on YN, I don't think anyone is that stupid. You tell me who has called you fat and they will go on my To Crush List. There is no way you are fat.

quote:

---

I cant exercise to much anymore because I quit dance

---

Pretty soon, you won't be able to excercise because... simpley put... you'll be too ****ing skinny to get around in your own god damned wheelchair.

quote:

---

No matter how many times u say looking skinny is not pretty, it meens nothing to me because I'm not trying to impress anyone but myself, I geuss if that makes sence to anyone

---

1. People who say looking skinny is not pretty are wrong. If they replaced "not pretty" with "*** ugly" then they would be right. Skinny = *** ugly. ***. ****ing. Ugly.
2. Trying to impress yourself? Would you find looking like a pile of twigs and feeling like a bunch of bones in a plastic bag impressive? If so, you are hopeless.
3. It makes perfect sense to me, because I have seen it before. I saw it all play out to the bitter end, and I couldn't do jack**** to stop it. Hopefully, you will be different.

quote:

---

I want to be 79 pounds.I would do like anything!

---

Yeah? Well you won't be doing anything once you get there.


I'm getting angry again, so I think I'll stop there.

Nicoley**

did u eva consider that ur friends might be doin that for a good reason? Maybe for ur benefit? My best friend was becoming anorexic andI tried to convince her to eat, but she wouldn't listen. Then I got a phone call a few days later from my best friends mom...she told me that my best friend had been in the hospital and then died because she was too thin and didnt eat anymore. DO u want that to happen to u? How do u think ur friends would feel? Because my best friend didnt take my advice, she died...and now all the times we shared have been lost to the memory of her.
*kal*

Poncho is not considerate, he is realistic. Nicoley, listen to me. Your friends are doing this... well... because they are your friends. What the **** is wrong with you. It's right in front of you, so why can't you see it? It is your life and your decision, but they are trying to tell you that they don't want you to ****ing die. And yes, you will die if you keep losing weight at this speed. That scare you? It should. I once knew an anorexic girl. She thought she was getting healthy and strong even when she could barely move for it. When I tried to tell her she was ****ed, in much kinder words of course, she said... hey wait...

quote:

---

its my life and my decision

---

Yeah, that's pretty much what she said. In fact, this hole thing looks exactly like what happened to her. Everything is exactly in order. Except for one thing: she didn't lose weight quite as fast as you are. I'll leave it at that.

I like the way Poncho is so loving and considerate.

much luv

~*FOXY*~

You may not be officially anorexic, but you're dangerously close. You may not think it will affect you, but it will. If you feel fat, then take solice in this: YOU ARE ONE SKINNY BIZATCH.
You need nutrition or you will DIE. That's how it works.

I'm just going to write because I'm upset. So if you dont want to answer to my post you dont have to. ok... I'm not anorexic. Iv'e lost weight. Not a lot, but I have, and I could become anorexic some time soon, If I continued to skip meals. So anyways, Iv'e been skipping my lunch for only about a week now. My friends went balistic the first day. I donno why its my life and my decision, and I dont think it's going to affect me. So anyways, I dont know if they planned this, but their not talking to me!! I can't believe them. I walked up to my best friend and i said hi, and she just walked away and was talking about me to someone. I'm really upset because I dont think its fair, and i told them all that and they said were just concerned... well thats a bad way to show it.

-Nicole

Since I wrote that 1st post a long time ago, um I'm a little different now... I cant exercise to much anymore because I quit dance, for school reasons... but uh yea im 5'2 or 3 and 85 pounds. I feel fat. People on this web site tell me im fat. It pisses me off. I want to be 79 pounds. Odd number, but it's back in the 70's. So thats 5 pounds. Seems easy enough. I eat very little lunch, and breakfast. Maybe half of a bagel... But for dinner, my parents like purposlly make me eat all this high in fat food. I want to be 79 pounds.I would do like anything! I want to be 75 pounds. I think I could get to 79, and then it would be a little hard concidering the average weight for me is uhh 110. No matter how many times u say looking skinny is not pretty, it meens nothing to me because I'm not trying to impress anyone but myself, I geuss if that makes sence to anyone. So write back if you can.. thanks.

-Nicole

P.s.- audreee, i just happend to be reading ur profile, and u said the one thing u want to do before u dye is sail to mexico... i did last summer, it's beautiful, i hope you'll get to see it one day too.

~Are you cutting your ENTIRE eating habits? Like skipping lunch, or are you just not eating meat like replacing it with pasta or salad? Anorexics cut eating, not WHAT they eat. As for exercising, I excersize a lot too, but when someone asks me if I want a hamburger, I don't have a problem eating. Its ok if you excersize, (its a good thing), but cutting your eating ENTIRELY or just eating like a couple of crackers and a grapefruit the entire day: thats anorexic. Call an anorexic help line to find out if you are really anorexic.

~It kind of depends on how tall you are. I'm 5'3 and I weigh 95 pounds and I eat more than most of your friends. I excersize a lot so I have a high metabolism and plenty of people have accused me of being anorexic which really bugs me because I'M NOT. If you are worried about your weight, the best thing you can do is excersize, drink water (helps raise metabolism), and DON'T COUNT YOUR CALORIES. Counting the calories you comsume really makes you focus on your weight.

that's too much.. maybe your over reacting. being too skinny is not so beautiful. maybe u r being anorexic. eat what feels right. eat a lot...of vegetables.......

You should have seen me at 13! I was 4/11 and weighed 73. I grew to 5/8 and went to 105 in two years. Biggest growth spurt I've ever had.
And I'm far from over. *prays* please let me top 6 feet! lol
I want to at least once in my life be the tallest in my family because I'm tired of being the "runt" when I'm 2 inches taller than my sis (more in appearancebecause she hunches). If I pass my bro(6/2 as of now) just once no one can call me runt again because my brother is going to probably be a giant.lol A long skinny one, being so horizontally challenged.lol

hehehe.

I wish you were right. 85 might be the average for a 13 year old whos 4'10, but I'm 5'3.

make that 105 pounds. i gained weight. WOW!lol jk

I know I'm proud of being 12 pound underweight because I know I can't look fat in anything (save for my stupid school picture. can you make someone who could hide behind a toothpick with termites obiese in five minutes? Life Touch can.) but I honestly think it's good you're average. It's horrible trying to find pants that don't fall of when you're below the average weight.
I think that now S.A.'s the most obiese city in the U.S. and that's not good bacause that means fewer people fit into thin-waisted clothes here which means those sales will drop = fewer clothes for yardsticks like me and my sister so I'm gonna be stuck.
Keep the habit of eating right and exercising but don't overdo it. When you get older the habit will come in handy.
I can't diet because my metabolism is so frightenly fast I struggle to keep 103 pounds eating whenever I'm hungry. I'd probably pass out and being on drill team you HAVE TO EAT NO MATTER WHAT.lol

Hello!
I missed you! (If that counts) Um... hehe, I don't know. I just use YN as a stress breaker... I can't use anything else! I'm grounded... for about 2 months and mostly everything I have is gone... Besided the computer... so... yeah. Well, if you wanna talk IM me at JustMyself135911.
-JM

I'm really upset right now. My computer breaks for two weeks, and so much has happend here, and i missed all of that. I missed everyone here too, even if you didnt miss me. JustMysle, how did u get 404 posts in two weeks!! you had like 200 last time I talked to you. This sux lol!!!

-Nicole

just eat healthy excercize a lil and be happy with what you weigh

sorry!!!! I'm angry at the government!!! And it seems like I'm the only one who see's that Arnold is evil!!! I'm going to find Matt... he's my "punching bag" I don't hit him, I swear. It's something different.
-JM

Well, if you put it that way, I geuss you do have a good point... Movies stars shouldn't be governers, it doesnt make sence...
-Nicole

whoa,whoa,whoa, jm, calm down. take a deep breath

Nicoley- It's not cute... It's sick, cruel & unusual punishment for California!!! He's going to screw it up... yeah, he's been here so damn long & he still has that ******* accent.. god.
-JM

[This message was edited by YNLissa on September 02, 2003 at 06:26 AM.]