My mother accused me all the time of being bi-polar, I never believed it. I knew there was only a grudge that I had against my mom and sometimes I would go out on her for little things and then other times I would be overly nice to her, but I always thought it as a grudge. Turns out I started doing it to everybody, even people that I didn't have a grudge against! But now I have to go to Mental Health and I'm in Youth Services because I ran away for getting mad at my mother. I see now that many people who have the illness of bulimia ARE bipolar, also. I have been bulimia just for a short while now, I've always thought about doing it and finally, I recently started it. It makes me feel good but I always end up crying after. I weigh 115 llbs at 14 years old, but still don't feel skinny enough. I think my cause is because of *celebs* because they're just gorgeous and I'm obsessed with watching them! Last year I modeled and I don't feel like I can do it anymore because I look in the mirror and see fat. Everyone tells me I'm skinny even when I never told them I had an ED but I don't believe anybody. All the people who think they know about ED's but have never had one... really get over YOURSELVES... you just don't know. I am going through a depression (caused from too much attention: I have counselers, case workers, probation officers, guardian and litems, dss workers, and parents) --and have been since I was 12, I'm almost 15 now. So, you really don't know and don't really have room to talk. It really isn't just 'that easy' . Thanks.