ok, i was just wondering, is everyone on this site deeply troubled or have some horrific life they live everyday in the shadows? it just seems that whenever i read some peoples posts, their talking about suiside and abuse. I don't deal with s**t like that at all. The worst i have to worry about is if my math teacher will call my mom after she read my note about what i did last weekend... sorry, another story. But seriously, i cannot imagine living like that everyday. Wanting to die, living in fear or hatred. having to defend my self constantly. It would be unbareable. i don't undersatand how anyones life can get so bad that they would want to leave this world. I love life and enjoy all of the crazy s**t that happens. and maybe thats just me, but my heart goes out to everyone who is in trouble. even if it's as stupid as mine!lol. but i just hope everyone out there knows, God loves you, weither you want him to or not!

I'm so, so sorry about your grandfather. I was 9 when mine died. It never hit me, I didn't understand that he could just eb gone. Then one day, at least a year later, at school I think, I started crying uncontrolably. I finally realized he was just...gone. Then in sixth grade my grandmother died, and I' left with no grandparents. But that's totally random, my point is that I'm really, really, deeply sorry. I knwo what it is like.
Love 'n' Luck,
~Queb~

Usually my life is peachy.

But my grandpa died today, so life sucks. I'll be gone Sunday and Monday next week, possibly tomorrow, for the funeral and all. Deepest apologies if I'm even *****ier than I normally am.

yeah, I noticed that too. It kinda makes me sad. but anyway. whenever I feel like my life sucks, I know it's not nearly as bad as a lot of people. I guess my life is pretty good. We're not all depressed! I'm a very happy person in general
me

I agree...my life is mostly fine and dandy...I mean everybody has their bad days and gets a bad test grade or has a fight with their friends but i have never considered suicide or anything. I have great friends, a fun (well...kinda) school, and i keep myself busy with sports and stuff. my life is good enough to keep me happy. plus i am a blonde and i'm oblivios to prolly half the bad s**t that goes down all around me.
~barbie

I'm sorry to hear about everyone's troubles...I have my fair share of crosses to bear and at times I am afraid I might snap...you can noisemail me if you ever wanna talk! Buh-Bye!

i get used to life sucking. i get used to the stupid sh*t that happens to me. im used to all that stuff. that doesnt mean its any less horrifying when it happens again, but im used to it.

and im sorry, but i dont believe in divine will, and i dont think that Spirit gives a sh*t about us down here on earth, in fact, i think Spirit is probably laughing its *** off right now at all the stupid little people running around. god doesnt care about us. thats just something people say to have hope. you dont want to bring on my hope lecture. hope destroys, and its already happend and it will happen again.

i love god and i know he loves me. that isn't the problem, in fact that is why i am still alive. life just gets so unbearable at times that it is hard to deal with. very hard

God may love me but my life still sucks.
I'm glad that your life has no worries.Just because it doesn't affect you doesn't mean it doesn't happen.