i've lost friends to suicide and i know what it's like to be the last person someone talks to or to hear somone take their final breath and its tough.. i've dealt with it twice and it feels like all my fault.. cuz i broke up with him and two days later he od'd then a week later his best friend killed himself because i was with his best friend..
after that i was very suicidal although i prolly shouldn't have been cuz of what they had done so i just wanna know has anyone ever considered suicide? and how did you deal with it

Question:
Have you ever considered suicide?

Choices:
yes
no

 

Suicide is not a way out of all problems!



questions of mental illnesses

I have considered it. A lot. I thought that maybe it would make all the pain and memories go away. But then I realized that there are people who would miss me. People who would do the same thing I would do. It's kind of like a chain reaction if you think about it. One person kills themself and then the next. But there is still so much more out there that you haven't seen, that you haven't experienced. It's never your fault unless you hand them the gun. My friend told me that after one of my friends killed themself for something I did. I felt guilty as hell. But there was so much more going on in her head then I realized. Find a happy place, find a friend. Life is to valuble to give up so soon.

If i remember correctly your a christian right well i am too and i used my religion to help me to an extent.