No, I didn't get the help for myself. My mom did. Turns out she supposably likes me. She shouldn't waste her time or money though. I'm not worth it. And I didnt loose the ten pounds in like a week, it took forever. Like 3 months. I have no choice you know, it may just be only visiting the hospital 3 days a week now, but in just a matter of time I'll be living there. It really does suck that I was only about 2 pounds from having that disease.

-Nicole

~uh the cheerleader comments are getting kind of annoying. people associate cheerleaders with being anorexic, but really its just like associating basketball players, soccer players, ect. always with being idiotic and anorexic.

~nicoley: GOOD FOR YOU. well, not really, but u are getting the help that you need. i cant believe you are still saying that you aren't anorexic. your blood problem is probably because of your weight lost. you are only supposed to lose (when trying to lose weight, not just normally), 2 to 3 pounds a week.

Too skinny can be as gross as too fat. I don't like feeling the details of bones and joints when screwing around with a girl. It's really disgusting.

Yes, Poncho, I think you probably did. But I didn't listen to you so I'm going to be spending a lot of my Christmas holiday in the hospital. It sucks, but I'm not going to blame anyone except myself this time. I lost the ten pounds and no one else made me. I know you helped me a lot, and even though I agreed with everything you said, I didn't want to listen. Oh well. My advice to the next person like me-listen to Poncho, he actually knows what he's talking about.

-Nicole

Anorexia is more of a eating disorder than a weight problem. If you continued the disorder, then the weight problem would spiral out of control into a painful death. You once said that I had the biggest affect on you out of all here.

Let's hear it for the Poncho "shout until they freaking get it" method.

It's the fact that you let me drive you crazy//bother you that makes it so pathetic. Can't you see? It's the whole cheerleader creedo to be susceptible to others' opinions and insults. I hate people who resort to begging to be left alone and can't stand up for themselves.

You know, I dont mind when you drive me crazy on any other post, but please, this is the one that bothers me.

I dont know why I just said that, you wouldn't understand. You 50 year old perv.

"""""I will admit that every single person who told me not to starve my self was right. I screwed up.
....because I'm not anorexic."""""

You don't have to be anorexic to be a cheerleader who can't say things that make sense(or spell).


"""""appologizing
popunds
phycyatrist
neutricianist
dpesn't
sence"""""

There is this whole thing about words. They have to actually be words before they make sense.

I will admit that every single person who told me not to starve my self was right. I screwed up. I don't even see the point of appologizing, this post would go on for hours. Every second of my life is basically going to be spent in the hospital, until I gain at least 25 popunds. This really sucks. I have a phycyatrist, therapist, and a neutricianist. Which dpesn't make sence to me because I'm not anorexic.

-Nicole

We should talk about idiotic cheerleaders instead of nicoley.

Hello. I went to the docters the other day, I'm 5'3 and it turns out I only weight 79 pounds. No big deal. But it was to the docter because she was saying something about I'm in the 3% thing... and people who look like me are ill, and have cancer or something... so their sending me to a phycyatrist, and a nutricianist.

They also think I might posibally have a blood disease... ohh starts with an E i can't remember... but basically it's when you eat a lot and you just don't grow. All day yesterday I was getting shots and blood tests. uhh... I hate needles.

I donno they were only concerned because I lost 10 pounds in half a year. But w/e. It's all over now. So we can stop talking about it.

-Nicole

I am skinny and at school my friends call me anorexia as if its my name. I am 5'6 and weigh 115 lbs. I eat almost everything (except certain lunch food in the cafeteria). When i suck in my stomach you can see my bones. Might be sickening to some of you out there but that is how certain female grow up.

l find girls like that too lean to be attractive not speak of how hot they are.ooh meh.

hmm. im 5'4 and i weigh 95 lbs and people call ME anorexic, and im not. i would hate to think how anorexic YOU look if you are over 10 pounds lighter, and like 1 inch shorter. do u like being called anorexic?

ok, I wont bother. I never was a good suck up.

I don't care anymore. Don't say sorry to make yourself feel better for what you said. You already said it so my post isn't important. Don't take something back because you feel bad. If I was mean, you wouldn't say sorry but the only reason you say sorry now is because I was nice about it. You wanted me to be mean to you but you got just the opposite now you feel bad. I am not going to accept a sorry that only was because you feel bad and to make yourself feel better. You don't even care if I accept it so there's no point in you saying sorry and me accepting it. Yea, it hurt but I don't care anymore.

Seeing as in other posts people seem to fixated on actual weight, I'd just like to point out that weight means little. I gain five pounds during cross country season, but I look so much skinnier, it's absolutely insane. It's muscle. If you gain weight but still look okay, or at least the same, really, don't worry. The mirror is much more reliable than the scale. The scale doesn't measure only fat...it measures everything else.
But you shouldn't be anorexic even if you think you look bad. I'm not saying that.

Yes, you phrased it better. I read over my post, and I felt like what I said was really hurtful even if you didn't get hurt by it. Does that make sence? I'm sorry if it doesn't.

but I read your whole post, and not because I felt bad about it, because I decided what you had to say was probably very useful. And so in conclution, of my long and useless boring post, I am sorry.

-Nicole

Why would I get mad? What would that point? That won't help matters. If anything, I would be hurt that you made that statement and I was hurt but then i started thinknig that you are like everyone else who attacks when people are just trying to help so I say why get hurt. Pain won't help matters neither. I didn't expect you to read what I wrote because what I write is no importance to anyone. I even doubt, you will read this but I still write it because I feel like it. You don't have tto read it. I don't care anymore.

See now I feel bad. I thought you were going to get really pissed off at me for not reading it right then. Now I feel as though I must read it. Ok I will. But I'll respond tomorrow, I'm very tired.

-Nicole