Hey, you never know, I may be wrong but I am just saying, you know

The top was for you Nicole. The bottom was just for anyone who cared to read. If you read as far as me saying your going to die then that's find by me. I didn't expect you to read all of it anyways because you won't listen to what people have to say. So I guess, you need to face it to know what everyone is saying.

I got bored in the 2nd paragraph. oh well. I tryed.

Wow, that post had so many grammer mistakes it's just sad. I am tired and my eyes hurt.

I am 13 too. I am sick but not because I don't eat. Unlike you I eat and I know how important eating is but because I am sick and stuff, I don't grow that much and I know it's not healthy. I know I am not healhty but it's not my fault but your not healhty but it is your fault.

So if I am dying because this is just eating my body away and you are just making yourself eat away because your not eating and we are both almost the same height and we are both the same age then you are going to die just like me. Well, that's just my guess but it's pretty out there 83 at 5,3 is not good. GREAT NEWS, eh? Not so great but I have hope and I am fighting, you just gave up, your a coward and I would never want you to vist any child in Intensive Care because you will make them cry because all they got is hope and look at you. I know it might be insenitive of me to say that but I been reading the posts, poeple have been nice and caring to you and you only pushed them away. Why did you even write all those posts for?

I know there's a reason behind you not eating, it's not because you think your fat. Yea, part of it but not the whole reason. I don't know what is going on but if your like most teenagers in this crappy world we live in then my guess is that you hate yourself or you think no one likes you or cares or whatever else you may think so you stop eating and that pyschaologic helps you. It's kind of like cutting yourself or being a nymphomaniac but you use anti food to make you somehow feel better about all this rather then have sex with every guy or cutting.

Well, GUESS WHAT, try rethinking that theory you have that no one lies you and cares because from my views, people on here, STRANGER FIRST OF ALL care about you and if they care, there's much be people who you know who care. Maybe they get mad or something but we are all human, we have emotions and we don't always act right upon our emotions but that doesn't mean we hate the person we did wrong to. If you hate yourself, then get in line with the millon other teens that hate themselves, you may find something in common with them, they may understand, they may actually help.

That's why, I find this site rather good because more than half of these people are teens and most of the teens hate themselves with such a passion and they all do something to help them with this. If it's postive like working on sports or if it's negative like not eating, they all have something to help them and at the same time make them worse. You all have to face your problems some time or another how much you use other things to distract you. Any ways, even though most of us live far away from each other, we still are connected by this site and we can help each other but first we all have to stop being so damn stubbore, damn hard headed, stop complaining and do something about your life and ask for help. Oh, especially don't let anyone measure your problems, if a problem is something to you then it matters even if it's about breaking up with your boyfriend compared to having someone getting raped. It's still a problem, both and they both need to be fixed and cared for. Don't let anyone tell you you otherwise but if you sit here and complain and do nothing then they are right in saying what they say. So don't sit and complain, do something about it, change it. I know it's hard because sometimes people may push you not to do anything like having a mom who abuse you and that is all you have so you can't tell anyone but you need to tell DCF (I think it's called that. They had to call them for me) because the more abuse you get, the more it will affect your life when you get older. It's like a chain, if you don't fix it now, it will only get bigger and bigger and it will weight you down until you get to the point that you break. No one should live like that and some people really cause a lot of chaos with not fixing their problems sooner so I figure this site is good because everyone is closer and if we just stop talking and listen, we might learn a lot and make a huge difference but like most teens, I lost hope and I don't think no one will ever listen.

Saying: Be proud of yourself but don't be fill of pride.

it's actually... 5'3. And my profile is wrong. I'm only 13... but I think you might me too.

but, your sick? How tall are you? thats not fair. We basically weight the same, and your sick and I'm not. That makes me sick. Do you have ribs sticking out of your stomach?

-Nicole

I am 83 pounds and we are both the same age. Oh wait, I know the difference between Nicole and I I am 83 pounds because I am sick and you Nicole are just making yourself sick.

Oh gosh, I am not full of commiseration right now. I am just not in the mood. I hate when people make themselves sick and they basically put themselves in the hospital. I wish I can do that but I have no choice and you do.

I believe this is a mental disease but like any disease, I believe you can fight it but be in denial, keep saying 83 pounds and 5 feet 1 inch is good but I know that isn't good first hand and like me, your dying. But, I have hope and I am crawling myself out of that dark hole, your just in the bottom of the barrior

"What you've gotten yourself into." What in the hell is that supposed to mean? Hmpft. Nicoley, how did you get to weigh 83 pounds? By not eating? WELL DUH! THAT'S BEING ANOREXIC!!! I'm not eating so, I'm anorexic. Nicoley... *sigh* YOU DON'T GET IT! YOU'RE GOING TO DIE!!!
-Sunset

1. I dont know how many times I have to repeat myself. I am not anorexic. I am uhh 83 pounds maybe. That is not anorexic.

And I dont want to be 'Hot' I told you that too!!!!!!!!

You are killing yourself by being anorexic. That's what I'm trying to say, not that nobody will think you are hot. You said you weren't trying to be hot in... I think it was the second page of your "Help!!!" topic.

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I know you don't want to be "Hot", that's not why people kill themselves.

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Wow. See that makes sence to me. He understands. Everything Iv'e heard has been, "No one is going to think your hott. As a matter of a fact, this post is called "GUYS:ARE ANOREXIC GIRLS HOT?"

Oh, well Korith, your in my prayers too, I don't know why, you don't seem troubled, but it seemed like the right thing to do.

I'm not going to kill myself, because... well I dont really have a reason, but I'm not going to. But anyways, enough of that.

and Sunset- I'm quit interested to see what Iv'e gotten myself into if you ever have time to post the picture.

...Now then. Everybody go back to screaming, and telling me all this crap to try to hurt me...

-Nicole

Nicoley, I CARE ABOUT YOU! You're my friend, if I found out that you've die I would cry for days. Nicoley, you're such a carring person. You got a great personality and you can make it big. Don't screw up your life like I did. I'm going to try to get my picture up on here to show you what I looked like when I was anorexic, it was not PRETTY. You're strong Nicoley, you can make it threw this.
-Sunset

Acutally, I am kinda turned off by anorexic girls. I would't get with them, I'd just try and get them some help.
(You know what kind of help I mean. No not the crazy one, but the physical one).

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I am officially fat. lol Just joking. I am 5'4" and i weigh 145. But i just started exercising more and eating healthier stuff. Oh yea and I am 13! I have had guys say i am "hot" so U don't need to be a twig to be hott. you need to be , i am going to sound gay, yourself. Nicoley if you thin k you are fat eat healthier stuff and exercise (not excessivly).

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It is okay, I am only 5'2"...

You know Nicoley, I bet that you are in fact very beautiful.

I know a eat disorder is something that is very personal, but I think you should get help.

Even if you don't think anyone would miss you or care that you where gone, I would.
I know I am probably just a name to you, but I do feel too, and it would be hard for me to deal with that a strong, and good person like you couldn't beat this.

I know you don't was to be "Hot", that’s not why people kill themselves.

And iluvu, you as well might not think anyone lesions to you, or cares about you. And though I don't really know you, I never could if you don't try to get some help, and work to get better.

We could be great friends one day, you could have many, many friends one day.

I've attempted suicide twice. Because I thought I was alone.
I know that the two you are stronger than I am.

There is so much to live for, even if not now, there is.

I love both you. I'll pray for you, and remember you. I'll always, and forever be here for you.

I knew my guardian angel would come soon enough!

-Nicole

k im aneroxic and my checkbones dont stick out and u cant count my ribs so u shouldnt make that judgment and iv been anorexic for over 2 months!!

Since I am bi i guess i can answer this topic. I think anorexic chicks are nasty looking. I mean common I like chicks with something for me to hold on too. And anorexic chicks don't have that.

I didn't write the post! Im not a ****in liar! Look at the freegin first post! its written by calcoast... w/e her name is!!!

-Nicole

Has anyone been paying attention to that story about the former TV reporter-turned-skinny?

She was so pretty, now she's so frail.


It's nasty in my opinion to have to see that condition. She claims she was transformed from Hollywood's image stuff. This exposed her to a demon in my opinion; the demon to be thin, pretty, etc., etc.

She was already hot.

She's nasty looking now though.