I don't have anorexia nor am I bullemic(sp?). I did however for awhile didn't eat and only ate when I absolutely needed to. Then I got to a point where I was bullemic for a little while and wouldn't much but when I did I would make sure I got rid of it in some way. Now I eat a lot and then work out excessively or I'll go a few days with barely eating anything. When I say Ill eat a lot i mean ill have a case of canned soda and also have a whole bag of chips and a gallon of juice and plates and plates of food in one day. Ill work out majority of the next day and typically I won't really eat much the following days. I'm always worried of how I look. I know some is my fault for thinking so but my sister and mom and my brother also always have some issue with how they look and how they want and think that they have to look different. I'm not sure how to fight this and get better at it. Professional help only helped for just a little while before. I'm not writing this for pity or for attention. I don't know what to do and am looking for ways and opinions that could help me. I hurt people I care about by doing these things and I don't want to do that at all. What I do know for sure though is I want and need to get better. Please no rude comments. Thanks so much you guys! much love <3-Shelby