i kno my name might not seem like i got problemz from the name but i do i have alot....... i used ta be suicidal n cut and do alot of bad stuff i never relaly got help 4 it but i stopped.......but recently ive had my thoughts n depression kickz in.....i hate depression cuz then usaly i get more introuble but i dont write alot in here so im kinda new at this sorta .....ive been gettn more depresssed and thinkin bout if i cut or died or soemthin n i hide the pain so well no 1 really can see it......i guess what i wanna kno or as or w/e is like what do you do or would you do if ya had this kind aproblem i mean theres alot that goes on that no1 seez at my house every1 thinkz my familts a great familyor somethin like godly even tho were way off fromt hat i mean were godly well at leats som of us but not perfect....just thoughts n that question

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hmmm... i go rite along with you silent tears you're awesome!!! my one friend says you're my twin.
anyway, thoughts on that. hmmm...cutting...umm its fun? well...hey i think depression can stick around as long you get to do sumthin about it.*hint* and life SUCKS. but theres nothing you can do about that. as long as life pays you every year.*hint*

I cutt myself from Depression ... It all sucks! I hate it all ... Life sucks too ... I kinda don't give a crap about what anyone says about me anymore .. If they all want to make matters worse have fun! Because I have my many ways of handling it .. Even if that many ways leads to me dying, from a suicidal attemped ...

I think we all need an outlet for our anger, some people jog, some gym, box, some work. Maybe you should find an outlet for your feelings, even if you just scream as loud as you can (where no-one can hear you). You have to remember that life may sometimes be hard to handle, but it's not the pain or anger that causes us to break down, it's the inhability to cope with the issue at hand. Wish you the best!
Riaan

quote Tupac Shakur from song Thugz Mansion

"I cry times, i once contomplated suicide and woulda tryed but when i held that nine all i could see wuz my moma's eyes.No one knows my struggle, they only see tha trouble not knowing its hard to carry on when no one loves you.Picture me inside tha misiry of poverty, no man alive has ever witnessed struggles i survived..."