i used to cut myself too and i feel really deeply for people who are in that situation now. people tell you to 'get help' but i saw a counselor and talked to the doctor and took pills and all kinds of stuff and it really didnt help at all. at the time my mom kicked me out of her house and i had to move real far away with my dad, and i found that once i was separated from the situation and everyone i knew, it slowly faded away. it just kind of washed out of my system. its something that has to run its course its not a decision you can make or something someone can help you with. i just hope you can get through it and move on. if you want someone to talk to i love helping people haha my aim is xashestoashley and my email is yourxsweetxnothing@hotmail.com good luck hunn

Is it a bad thing if I want to cut so deep that the flow of the blood never stops??????? I feel like I have screwed up everthing in my life and im in the midle of the ocean in a small little raft and I am going to die. Maybe my dad is right... maybe I do want to kill myself. but it's not like any one I know can realy hear my call for help any more.

about three months ago I stoped cutting, and about a week and a half ago I started to cut again. I don't like the fact that I do what I do... But does any one??? Well the other day I cut to deep and I thought for sure I was going to get cought by my dad (who thinks I want to kill myself when I cut) because he likes to just walk into my room and coment about how messy it is. The reason I thought I was going to get cought was because when I did cut to deep there was a lot of blood and it was on my blanket. What I should have done was put my box of things to cut with down and stoped for that day, but I ended up cutting 5 more times. When my counsoler asks me why i cut myself I can't anwser her because I don't know. Does any one really know??? Can a counsoler realy help you or me???

Happy Easter every one hope you have a good one.

does any one ever come on this site any more??? because im getting lonsome here by my self on a very quite board room thingy mobober

It took me a half a year to figur out i needed to stop. In the midle of class on day i wanted to but... it was like the feeling of cutting was no longer in my system. My friends are happy for me and they call me normal now. I haven't yet told my counselor...But i think she will be really proud of me.i have also learned in the process of cutting you learn who is truely your friend.

you have no idea how much we have in common im 15 my dads a drug addict and dealer my mom put me in a group home because i cut and wont talk to me. there is hope tomorro on the 7th of march it will be 8 months since i last cut myself, it took 22 months of doing to relize it was time to stop, find a support group and think positively youll make it

tara

No small wonder...

i've been in your shoes too i have been a cutter scences 2002

Sorry i sound rude but other than cutting i also have emotional problems. I never realy was trying to be rude to any one it just sounds that way. and once i come to find out a little about some one i feal that if i can connect to them i can understand them a little. If you have a problem with me just tell me please. and i mean that in a non rude way.

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Originally posted by Monkey400:
i dont mean to sound rude but apparently some people take it that way. Every one has issues or had them. I cut myself and some try to kill them selfs and some do other thing i just want to know what others do to get and give advice. Sorry if I did sound rude but I mean to.
Monkey400

That's called my signature. It automatically adds it on to every post. Wow.

And besides, I have never in my lifetime been rude to a cutter, for the sake of them being a cutter. I'm only rude to them for other reasons. Not because they're cutters. I think cutting is a tragic thing. And as soon as risika says that she used to cut, you're automatically loving her. What is this? You think that you have special rights because you're a cutter? Well, you have the same ones as me. And I have the right to post on a cutting thread if I so choose, even if I'm not a cutter and have never been one.

If you lived in Seattle, you'd learn to hate rain too. I wasn't saying that I had worse problems than anyone else because it's raining here. Wow, you're pretty dumb if you thought that I was saying that I had bigger problems than anyone else because it's raining. Wow.

And I wasn't directing my comment at you. I was directing my comment to all those random people who were giving advice to wildflowerband, who by the looks of things doesn't visit here anymore.

i dont mean to sound rude but apparently some people take it that way. Every one has issues or had them. I cut myself and some try to kill them selfs and some do other thing i just want to know what others do to get and give advice. Sorry if I did sound rude but I mean to.
Monkey400

Chill out dude. And what kind of question is that? Why is anybody on here?

what are you complaining about?!?!?!?!?!?! and just cause its raining it doesnt matter and sorry if i sound rude! why are you on here any way hubbabaloo???

You realize that this thread was posted over two years ago, and that the starter of the thread stated that they are now going through therapy? Let it die.

Thanks ur the first person to tell me that and know what there talking about. do u now if any one else even reads the boards any more because it doesnt look like it.

If people leave you when you cut, then they aren't worth caring about. Yes, it's hard. But with the right support and help you're able to stop. If someone judges you for cutting, then fuck them. It's not worth it. I don't care if people cut, but it's when you're suicidal it's time to get some air. Don't worry about judging me, it happens all the time.

Sorry i didnt know.i dodnt tell people i realy know i cut myself because they will leave me. and my dad thinks i am trying to kill myself and he also thinks i stoped. but as you probly know its not easy. sorry i judge you.

I used to cut. I did, but I spent two years in a boarding school for it. I paid my price for it. I'm on here because I want to be. I don't tell people they're crazy, that's retarded. If I wanted to, then I'd have to admit that I'm crazy myself. I have my own share of problems, but just because I don't want to share them with the world doesn't mean I don't have a purpose on this site.

hey riska2004,
why are you on here? I don't want self pitty and i sure as hell don't want people at my school to know i cut.
If you dont want self pitty which is understandable and you probley dont cut your self why are you here. to read others storys and share them with your friends and tell them these people are crazy?