yes, that is how i feel, very confused. here is my problem. i have been praying for god to tell me what he wants me to do to serve him. now i think i know waht he wants me to do. i have had many opertunitys to be a leader. like lead the teen classes, lead the little kids class, conducted the teen activities,and other things. the thing is that i dont have confidence with these. you see when i first got their i has made fun of, i was pushed around, literaly , and i was called names. that has all changed now but i eally dont think that i can lead people that i have such a bad history with. so i am stuck.scentedangel2003@aol.com

ooooo bad news guys. If god isnt talking to you it means he is really pissed. I would pray really fast and hard for about 3 days.

You tell YOURSELF what you can do.
What can you do to help anyone? Anything?

God doesn't need to come flying down from the sky, you can rule your own life too.

I am always wondering what God wants me to do to best serve him and what not, but usually i figure God would want me to help people in a way that makes me happy. You seem to not feel comfortable leading these people, so maybe you should try leadership opportunities somewhere else, or lead those people to give them a good example of how to treat new people.

Good luck with whatever you do.