hay all does any1 want to share about a family members death friends deaths or the people u love getting ready to pass? does any1 know anybody? besides me an want to share it

hey sk8ernation this is tressie and i juss wanted to tell you to e-mail me at mygurl666@epals.com because i got grounded and also my friend and me and our boifriends were going to sharp shooters and my boifriend was driving and nobody not even me knew he was high and then he passed out and the car went everywhere and then we hit a bridge and i thought we were all dead and i saw an angel standing there and said this is not the end and it killed my bestfriend april instantly and her boifriend but me i was ok but my boifriend was in the hospitle for a long time!! his left lung collapsed and he was in bad shape and then he started getting better and i went every day to see him and he said the day before he came home don't worry about me it will all be over soon and i said don't do anything stupid like kill yourself and he promised me he would not and then two days after he got out of the hospitle the police found him dead and they said it was suicide and when i found out i cried for weeks and then i got into the suicide thing and now i can't stop it!!!

My mom died of cancer when I was two years old so I've never known what it's like to have a real mother in my life. I have no memories at all of her, nothing. People always tell me that it's better to lose someone before you get to know them, and that it hurts more when you lose someone that you've known for a long time. Honestly, I think both are equal pain. I mean, if you knew the person,it's gonna be REALLY tough to look back on some of the memories you had together. But you still HAVE memories to look back on. I don't have that with my mom, and I never will. It sucks, but whatever...life's tough. Anyways my Granpa died in 2003 and 6 months later my Grandma died (these are my mom's parents...my dad's parents died years before i was born). I also lost my cousin to cancer in 2000, and summer of '03 my aunt passed away.

--and to everyone else..sorry about your losses..i know it sucks losing the ppl you love.

I'm so sorry about your losses, it is hard. I hope your great grandmother will be OK.

My grandma pasted in 2000, my grandfather in 2001, my friend in 2002, my Mom in 2003 and my brother and friend in 2004.

My grandma, grandpa, and Mom died from cancer. My friends died because of suicide and my brother died in the war. That's about it.
-Sunset

thanks for saying i'll prey an i didn't mean just for her i meant for everyone exspeccially the ones with cancer and other diesisease

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i just want to ask all of you if u could all pray for her

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Of course I'll pray, but I wouldn't necessarily hope for her life back...she's your great grandma, so she's probably had a good long life already, and it's her time to go.

hey yeater day my dad recived a phone card saying that my greatgrandma has 100 percent all over the body cancer and we just recived another one from my grandma that their in the hospital and that my great grandma(ggm)is resting.. you know how when ur heart in closeing down for good u get purpal spots on your back well she has them know and well i just want to ask all of you if u could all pray for her and give her life agin since the last three years my greatgrandpa pasted away in 2002 and my grandpa(papa/my moms side pasted away)in 2003 and know my greatgrand ma is passing away now in 2004 whats going thre my mind is whos next next year and that if i still have afutare cuse not to be self ish but im 14 and i have the risk of dieing tommarow the next day any time and the fact that theirs violence everywhere these days it scares me that i might be next plez any body i nmeed to talk to some one. plez.
Love krystal