i feel like killing myself everyday.

does this make me depressed?

no it just means i hate bs.

all life is is bs.

but then again life is just awesome.

see? i knew u were a smart person.

i don't need help.

i hate putting unnatural substances in my body.

but i am trying to cut back on my smokage.

wow, i'm a lil worried for you. idk if i should wish u luck staying with weed or if i should tell u to get some help.

lol, it's the weed that saved me. thank god for me it's my drug of choice.

They've found that weed prevents addiction to other substances.

like i really like heroine, but after a few months it was just getting old. rather than doing more of it (which is how people get addicted) i just stopped and went back to weed.

uppers like coke, crack and speed don't affect me. i think it's because i was on adderall for many many years due to add. so that's why i didn't get addicted to them.

ecstasy is probably one of the few i have to watch out for because omg i love ecstasy soooooo much. but i know this so i avoid it unpurpose. ^.-

i don't like lsd because the first time i did it i was all by myself in a dark room at night.
mushrooms are nasty too, they always make me sick.

and ohhhhh god vicodin. mmmm. i tell you what i better never have a broken leg because i know i'd get addicted to them shits.

but weed is just my favorite. out of everything. it's my baby.

hun, how in the world did u try all that w/o somehow killing urself or developing an addiction? talk about hardcore...but nope i'm sticking to the straightedge way of life and i still recommend that lifestyle for Romashu too.

lol i don't doubt that my friend is one of those idiots after this past week. and btw i totally believe and get what ur trying to say. but it doesn't have the same effects on everyone i'm sure. just like some people can drink more than others and still be fine.

science has proven thc is the least harmful substance out of all the ones that alter your state of mind.

maybe your friend is just one of those idiots that's like 'look at me i'm high i'm cool.'

when i smoke, i like to talk with people about amazing things. like the fact that EVERYTHING is a parabola. or how the human race is developing. it's not like i'm just sitting there, watching tv, eating munchies. I put myself through rigorous conundrums and talk about various philisophical things with my friends.

weed is a way to change your perspective on various aspects of life. by thinking in different ways you are essentially using your brain more, causing your brain to make more connections.

for example. let's say each day you play halo. if you want to get better at it. smoke weed and play. at first it will be harder, but because your brain has to get used functioning in a different way, the next time you play sober you'll be significantly better.

it's like how it's better for your body to have an array of different exercises than just repeating one.

don't knock it till you try it.

i've tried like everything, weed, alcohol, dxm, vicodin, oxy, crack, coke, heroine, opium, valium, suboxone, morphine, lithium, nitrous oxide (lol whipped cream), cigarettes, caffeine, lsd, psilocybin mushrooms, ecstasy, lysergic acid.

wow. now that i see the list... i never relized how bad it was....

but now i just smoke weed. and sometimes roll... but not often. like once a year maybe.

lol, and in highschool i got into the NHS. lolzzzz.

well she's an alcoholic so of course she's got so much in her most times that she's gonna act like a complete idiot. ur dad on the other hand...how often does he smoke a bowl? and if he's done this all his life or at least since u've known him then of course it seems normal and he's prbly dependent on it so therefore it makes him feel and act normal too.

=The effects of Marijuana are not instant. At the very least pot smokers are 10 times as responsible as people who drink.

There's a woman sitting on my living room couch right now and she is a total drunk! Hard liquor all the time, no matter the time. She has two teenage kids at home who don't like when she drinks, she doesn't care. She's pretty much wasted right now. She's yelling to my mom who is sitting a foot from her on the same couch.

She has only had a glass or two so far and she's already acting like a total idiot.

on the other hand

My dad just went down the hall and smoked a bowl. He's completely fine. He isn't babbling 'incoherently', staring off into space, or talking like Tommy Chong. He's holding up a conversation and helping my brother fix his skateboard. He's functioning and parenting.

I guess what I'm saying is: of all the substances available for people to put into their bodies, THC is probably the least harmful and it's definitely what I would prefer my family and friends to use.

Marijauna will have instant effects on your thinking and no i personally have never smoked it and i never plan on smoking it but my friend does and when he comes to school the day after he smokes some, he is sooo out of it. He can't even talk to me normal...everything he says sounds dumb. then in class he'll ask like the dumbest questions that make me wanna slap him up side the head because they are so ridiculusly stupid (personally i'm really upset cuz i miss my smart friend) I'm not just stereotyping. I wouldn't say something if i didn't personally see the effect it has on people's brains.

Drinking, another vile substance, i know has the same effects but any drunk i have ever talked to has still been pretty much able to comprehend at least what they are talking about even if their judgement and speech may be slightly altered. the effects usually don't take effect as quickly. for example, one drink...ur still acting pretty much normal, smoke the equivalent in marijuana and you're completely incapable of thinking straight for awhile.

i'm ok with using marijuana for medical uses. that doesn't bug me as long as the person stops using it when they don't need it anymore.


i'm glad u don't drink. kudos for that.

lol, if weed was legalized, it would have the same laws of alcohol.

So what you're saying is that if it was legalized it would make everyone stupid (this is a classic stereotype for the nonsmoker). So alcohol is legalized why aren't we a country full of drunks? because, despite what you think, people do have a certain amount of control. Ie- if weed was legalized people wouldn't show up stoned on the job, just like most people don't show up drunk. obviously there will be a few exceptions.

What negative effects does marijuana have on the brain that alcohol doesn't have?

The only negative thing about marijuana is that if you smoke it you could get tar in your lungs, but there are other ways to ingest it.

Marijuana also has countless medicinal uses that alcohol and other things don't.

Have you ever smoked?

lol, i don't drink. i think it's absolutely disgusting.

ha, ur funny. u could smoke freaking dandelions too but that doesn't mean ur supposed too. just because we have thc receptors that doesn't mean we're supposed to use them. i'm perfectly happy w/o using mine.

there's nothing wrong with our nation doing that. they just don't want us to suffer from the effects it has on the brain. a country doesn't want a bunch of mindless drones who couldn't think enough even to follow their laws, serve in the military, or bring innovation and wealth to the country. liquor has those effects too but only if ur a chronic alcoholic.

i'm still convinced that sex is only gonna work temporarily. If you had sex on tuesday, then ur not still gonna be happy from it that Sunday especially if ur a depressed person.

if it wasn't here to fuck you up then why do deer love to eat it (they have thc receptors).

if it wasn't here to smoke then why is it so damn smokable. why are we one of the few species that have thc receptors in our brains (kitties and doggies do too ^.^) that allow us to experience the wonderful effects of thc.

seriously, there is something wrong with a nation that let's people drink distilled rotten grain but won't let them smoke a weed that grows in your backyard.

sex isn't a temporary solution. it's like exercise, it releases endorphins that make you happy.

I never said there was anything wrong with them. I was genuinely wanting to know why you use that as an answer to a lot of things.

btw ur prbly...ok i know ur right....that listening won't help most of the time but sex and weed are only gonna make things temporarily better. and just so u know my parents didn't instill in me to "listen." lol that whole listening thing is all me. My parents are more along the lines of "suck it up and deal anyway you can."

lol marijauna was just like any other plant on earth until humans decided to abuse it. it wasn't here to smoke.

they're not the only answers i can come up with, they're simply the best.

obviously you wouldn't know that though.

What's so wrong with sex and a plant if practiced safely and in moderation.

effin' squares.

seriously, i've had a lot more life experience than probably 99% of the people on this forum.... so i'm just relating what i've observed and felt.

besides sex and weed is a lot better than just "listening to someone" like you always suggest (which you only do suggest because that's what your parents and teachers have instilled into you). I'm sure he's tried talking to people who listen and it probably hasn't helped a bit.

seriously, try marijuana. if god didn't want us to smoke it why would he put it on earth?

Wolfie, why are sex and drugs the only answers you can come up with?

you're over-dramatic, it's funny.

are you having some marital problems?

you know what helps depression....

smoking weed (not like a pothead, just on occasion)

and fucking.

or getting off without fucking.

?you obviously haven't read this post in awhile? lol

If your situation hasn't improved by this point and you haven't sought psychiatric help, you need to do so. Roughly six weeks of severe depression, tacking on whatever additional weeks you were depressed for before you wrote this...that looks like clinical depression, and there is an excellent chance you could use meds.

Which, you know, can be unpleasant until you adjust to them, but once they kick in, you'll be glad you stuck to them.

I wish ye well.

MrsHHH, I am sad to see that you've only posted once, and I mean that sincerely. Your absence may well be depriving a bleak-minded and maddened soul like myself of comic relief. MrsHHH, you are a very naughty scamp indeed.

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Originally posted by Romashu:
Ive had depression for a while now i know im severely depressed even though i havent been diagnosed by a medical professional. what can i do to try to get rid of all of this pain and suffering im putting on myself and my girlfriend?

Has this whole situation improved at all yet? cuz if it hasn't i think u need a mental health day and i'll try to make u feel better. k?