The hurt I have been hiding you cannot find
The hurt I have been hiding is in my soul and mind
It will take a while for my heart to mend
From the people of whom I thought were my friend
I was there for all of them
When their heart was broken from her or him
When there were troubles at home
I was the one who let you know you werent alone
When there was few, I had faith in you
No one can deny it because you and I know its true
Now you hear people talking, you hear what theyre saying of me
You know its not true yet you dont defend me
This hurts me because you know theyre lying
The heart of that girl you once knew is slowly, harshly dying
Being stabbed in the heart couldnt compare to the pain
Because of this, literally, what has been gained
You know who you are no need to point you out
Just to let you know Im not the same no doubt
You probably know, or better yet you dont care
Well, what have I done to you?Its not right-not fair
You treat me as I am weak
Giving me names such as a dork, idiot, and geek
There is no way I can deny or prove it
Time to let you know your target has been hit
Now I am more aware of who& what I am to you
For some reason you think Im dumb and dont have a clue
Yet, I try not to let you get to me
Who I am is what you get, who i am is what u see
Im not perfect I know, but why remind me?
Im good enough for my true friends and thats the key
There'll always be a new level, a higher bar
Yes, you have hurt me, but if you need me im never far
Im a true friend no matter what youve done
You thought youd win, but in the end I won
You made me learn that I
am strong
you were putting your pain on me, you were wrong
One day youll need my support
Sometimes your friends are your judge, jury, court
The hurt you couldnt find
The hurt I hid in my soul and mind
No longer ther
No longer left to bare
I can finally be the REAL me yet again
Because of now and then
Writer4Hope -Kathryn-