I saw this idea on livejournal and thought it a good idea, so I thought I'd start a version here. What you're supposed to do is post letters that you want to send, but for whatever reason, cannot send or won't send.

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Dear Eugene Hills,
You look like stars in Heavan from the ferris wheel, with dim orange sunset barely touching your trees, not like the city with the squares and order and loud noises. You are serene and silent like a peaceful breath of home.

dear blank
i cant belive you would do this to me. we had been friends for 3 years so how can you just drop me all of a sudden out of the blue like this? how many times have we promised eachother we would never leave? and what the f**k did i do wrong. i deserve to no. and i mean if you want to leave its your choice but you have no right to try and make any of my other friends leave. if you dont want me in your life i really dont give a danm but let me at least keep the other people that care about me. thankfully there more loyal to me anyways so it didnt work but you no how i relie so much on my friends for my sanity. why would you try to take that away from me? i dont think that i could do ANYTHING to deseve that and you no it. when did you get so cold hearted that you would do this to me. and just to let you no no body else will ever care about you as much as i did so when your world comes crashing down like mine did and all your other "friends" are to busy to care, dont come crawling back over here cause i might just kick you while your down like you did to me.
your former friend,
Karlie

Dear Skies Over my Homeland,
I'm falling...

Dear.._____

Why is it that even you live next to me..it still feels like we're miles away?
We're closer than ever right now but..it feels
like we're strangers. I miss you more than ever.
I want your arms to embrace me more than ever now.I only wish I could tell you this in person
but you wont come outside..or even call.
people tell me that your not worth my time..
but for some reason i dont listen and only wish
that you miss me the way i miss you.
i want you to want me the way i want you.


words cannot describe the way i hurt..
no words exist to describe my need for you.

..no earthly words to describe my feelings for you.

Dear ____,
Remember when you told me that you loved me so much and that you couldnt see youself being with anyone else. We had so much in common and we werent like the other kids we knew. We cared about things, life, each other. What happened to that? Huh? You didnt need to cut me down like that, and just say "I just dont like you anymore."
The way i see you know is not the way I always wanted to. You not only ruined our friendship, but you ruined me...in a sense. I fell for you, hard. And right when I thought you were there to catch me, you side stepped and let me crash. You didnt even try to nurse me back to health, you just let me sit there. Your a great friend.
Dreamer.

whats this?...you sent me a message??
why dont you just call?
I miss you..and the only way I can talk to you is by an email??..I havent read it yet but im scared.
I dont know if I should be thrilled that you finally remembered me..or scared that you might give me bad news..I love you so much but I cant tell you...I dont know if this is worth any of our time.I dont know if you like me...and im over here with only you in my mind. Your friend tells me that he hopes for the best, im fighting back the tears..I dont want him to know my true deep feelings about..us.I havent heard your voice in over a month. The only thing I have to remember how you look like are my memories, how you feel off the trampoline, and we bursted out laughing...or how my brother had hit me in the face with the soccer ball..it hurt yea,,but I just started laughing at myself. Or like the time you comforted me when I cried.
i miss those times...i miss you

Dear___,
Please stop staring at me all day because it is realy annoying and distracting if you would tell me what you want i prbably could tell you were to get it.
Slashy

Dear FS,
I once told you I would follow you through it all. I once told you you had my life, and my soul if you wanted it. But where were you in utter betrayal? Where were you when my brother twisted the knife deeper into my heart? You weren't there to stop him. You weren't there to save me. I died that day, at the hands of a trusted friend. And where were you? I promised you all of me. The time is now to say goodbye. I was yours, but you were never mine, and we both knew it. Trust me to say no when you come back. Trust me to turn away when you see me once more. Trust me to fall or ascend without you. I died inside for your kin, but you had your chance to hold my life, and you weren't there. You will always be special to me, and the times we had will hold a place in my heart, but I am not for you anymore, not ever.
-EA

Dear____,

even though we didnt realy know each other very well you should always know that you well be missed by all of us and that we hope to hear from or see you soon and have fun being in the marines and 1Sg and Maj are talking some big changes for the scedules well any ways this is just another one of those good bye and hope to see you again letters
from your friend,
slashy

______,

Would you even recognize me if I was standing right in front of you? Would you cry if I died? Would you be happy for me in those moments and would you be a shoulder in times of need?

You make excuses as to why it was the way it was. You say you wished you had a handbook of how to do by us. You say it wasn't easy and that that was how it was when you were growing up. All I hear is excuses, but I never saw you do different.

You shouldn't need a handbook. How you grew up should have been enough to not make us go through the same things. You're just pathetic.

dear____:

Why did it have to end the way it did? every one thought that we wouldnt end the way we did what was it that went wrong in our lives tha drove us apart? I know i made mistakes but that doesnt mean im a bad person i mean i didnt even do half the stuff you asked about when we broke up and i just want to know you broke my heart.
adios
slashy

Dear Skies Over my Homeland,
Is the battle over? I fear it's just begun. I have you safe in my arms, but I can't hold on anymore. I'm losing myself, and in that, I fear you will lose me too. Don't let me look around me. Don't let me see the war. Don't let me see myself. Don't let go. If I wander...if I wander, I will never return to you. Don't let me go; I don't want to be lost again.
...am I strong enough for you?
-The Eternal Wanderer

_____,
Even though you caused a LOT of problems that have changed my life forever, I miss the fun we had together. Every time we were together there were hilarious situations. I hope you are alright and get your problems (because God knows you have plenty of them) sorted out. Good luck with your life.

im confused.
I dont know if i still have the same strong feelings for you as i did before all this happened. You dont call me anymore, you dont visit me, nothing,I really miss you. Or atleast I think. Im talking to my friends about it but they dont seem to help. And theres someone i met. He makes me feel good about myself he's here for me when i dont have no one else, he's here when your not.
We've gotten really close over the past couple of days. Im not sure if I feel this way because your not here or if its because Im losing my feelings for you. I need to know if you still feel the same way. I feel like you dont even think of me as often as i do of you. He even dedicated a song to me, and what have you done?
im insecure...and feel left alone.
You tell me to call you but why dont you call me?? is it because you dont consider me important enough to spend 15 minutes with??
I listen to love songs and feel so alone...
i sit down and think about you..I think about with who i could be..a guy who likes me, who talks to me every day, who I can tell everything to..or you. I care so much about you but it seem s like im the only one who feels this way.
I sit right now..writing this, listening to our song, almost at tears. I love you but im not sure if im in love with you. What i wonder is why?..why do i think of him instead of you now?..why dont you talk to me like you used to?
.why am i almost at tears for you?..and
what should i do?
should i call you and forget about the other guy?
should i end this and become "friends"?
Should i try to work things out?
im confused.....

________,

Do you really not get why we aren't close? Have you ever just stopped and rewound the memories in your head to see why? Or is it just all my fault because you think she loves me more? Dude, she doesn't love either one of us more than the other. And for all those years, I was the one wondering when she was going to stop loving her golden boy and share alittle of that with me.

But, now I've matured and changed alot of things about life. However, you wouldn't know that. You never really knew what made me who I was then and who I am now. You think I don't know as much becasue I haven't lived those three extra years you have, but I know more than you think.

I know about pain and suffering, love and lack of, life and death, and everything in between. I've also had a scenic walk around hell and now I find myself living, for the first time, with the angels in heaven.

Why do you keep wanting to ruin it for me? I've come so far to get where I'm at, to enjoy every minute I have and you want to make sure that I don't forget. When will you stop? What I have I done that was ever so bad to you? Was it that I wasn't the perfect sibling? Or did you just hate me out of being naive?

Whatever it was or even is, I hope it was worth it. I'm through with this game you play. I'm done making excuses for you, worrying for you, hoping for you, and pulling for you. We are through.

Mom. You're ruining her life. She's my little sister, and I will not see her do something drastic and fatal because of how you're treating her. She's a minor; she's only fifteen for gods' sake! Do you know what that means? She's a dependent. Give her some junk food now and again. It's her birthday this month. Buy her a gift. Spoil her a bit. You can't control what she eats, how she speaks, who her friends are, where she goes, what kind of "freaks" she hangs around. She's not going to go to a rave if you let go of the noose a little bit. She's not going to drive with a friend and end up in the river. Mom. Let her go. She's your last one. I know. But hold on any tighter and you're going to see your third, and last, child, walk out on you. And she's never going to be yours again after that. Never. I will not, Will Not let her cry one more time. I will not watch her break in front of me again. I will not let you hurt her anymore. If you think you've seen hell from me, you're gravely wrong. That was when I was a teenager, and had no one to protect. I have years more of practice now. And this is MY little sister. Tell me you wouldn't do the same for Don. I made you cry, mom, but this time, I'll take away your last kid. I promise you.

Dear ________,

I know you get mad at me all the time but sometimes I just wish we NEVER got mad at each other, never faught or ever argued. But I know it wont happen. And it just gets old after time. And I try so hard to change it, but I always fail. I am sorry for all the things ive said.

Dear ______,
We just started dating but I think im really falling for you. And I wish I could say I love you, but I just dont want to regret it. And I just have to say, when we hugged today for the first time it felt so right and I just hope this isnt another mistake-of-a-relationship ive came upon.
I love you =/

Dear __________,

You are really a different person than you used to be. All we ever talk about is school. It's either your friends from school, or books for school, or your research group, or this or that...I just can't stand it. There's more to life than school, which is something that I just don't think you understand. On that note, stop complaining. If you're annoyed about something like not having air conditioning at THE HOUSING YOU CHOSE for the summer, maybe you should have considered a different arrangement. Although then it would have cost you more, and then I'd be hearing about that too...

You've just changed...and not in a good way.

Dear Drew,

It's time for you to stop being mad at me and Nesha. It was over a week ago; it's time to get over it. You looked very pretty with pigtails, and you know deep down in your heart that that lipstick looked good on you; even Señora Feldscher thought so. Even your mom thought so. Besides, if you didn't want to look like a girl, you shouldn't have been sleeping in class. It wasn't that big of a deal; stop being so sensative and get over it! Be happy we didn't get out the Sharpies like we did with Sticks.

<3Chelle.