i think that it is because i am hungry
then i know that i have already ate
i wish sometimes that i could cut the feeling
but i cant...i know it's time to stop

They look at me, like everyone else does
then right, then i know the feeling
i wish the worst for myself and hope i disappear
though this is earth where the hell, can i go from here?

i wish for to be loved, loved so much that someone would die for me
i wish that i knew more about me
i wish i wasnt confused..
i wish....to much....i think...to much....

what should i do...
get help...?
i got it, it's not enough just to say everything will be ok and stand by my side.
i need more.

i love you Merlin.♥