I need help (again!) I don't kno if I can do it any more. Live I mean. It seems like everything I do isn't good enough for my family. And everything I mess up on is so terrible. I feel like I can't even breathe wrong. And nothing seems to be going my way.
I don't want to be a pain in the butt, but I can't do it. No one cares about me except my sister and sometimes my step-mom. It is so draining and i have no social life. and my mom doesn't love me. She moved far away and she never calls me or anything. And my dad just goes along with whatever my step-mom says. I spend more of my time upset or crying then I do laughing. My bff's friend just died and I am so worried about her. Then we can't afford anything except the bills and food. every now and again I can go sk8ing or something. I need help before I kill myself.

Wow. Mystery... You change to much. You thought she was nice... then BAM!!! You were sick of her? How nice... anyway, don't break down! Then if you do what am I suppose to do?! Huh? Go crazy!? Life's not fair dammit!!! Come on hang in there!!! Get some sleep, and take NightQuil... helps you sleep and make your throat feel better... and drink a lot of water. Should be better in the mornin'.

Sk8er- Hang in there! Don't kill yourself. It's not the right answer!!! It doesn't solve anything! Just causes more pain.

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you little *******. your just gonna kill your self because NOBODY LIKES you! god if you do that all that makes you is stupid. jeez my friends arn't really friends the only reason im sane is because of soccerchick and my games other than that i would have had a break down by now. and i probably will have one in the near future im deprived of sleep my throat hurts like hell and im starting to get pissed with dumb ***** like you slap yourself. repeat fifty times. and then take a nail and drive it through your head were you want to shoot yourself. then before you put it in put barbs on the nail so when you try to pull it out they open up then pull it out reall slow.

does that sound fun if it does your screwed and nothing i say will help you. amd your parents probably love you remotly

start taking those medicines again(joking) they make you reasonable and yes you are nice. and i know im crazy i don't need you or gem or the stupid therapist at the school to tell me that. you are a nice person.
you ae nice
you are nice
you are nice
you are nice
you are nice
you are nice
do i have to keep saying it or do you get the picture.
you are nice
you are nice
you are nice
you are nice
my fingers are getting tired

I know how you feel. I was unwanted. And unplanned. My mom didn't like me to much and my Dad says I make life unlivable. And my Grandpa is sexist so he hates me because I stand up for myself. I get yelled at a lot. And get hit a lot. And I'm being sent of to a school in Europe.And I cry. I don't have a social life either. Everything I do is controlled by someone or other but not myself. And I'm sick of it. But, I love you. People in this world love you! Friends, and family. Ask a friend for help. Or a b/f. My b/f helped me so much. And I'm truly happy with him. He understands me, and other people do too. So just start talking. But suicide is not the anwnser. Please, don't commit suicide. I've tried it, and it's not a good path to go down. Only makes things worse. If you need anyone to talk to e-mail me.


Don't worry... people just don't understand Mystery. He's just crazy. And I'm not nice. So, Mystery stop it... You know your lying! And just a reminder... you need to e-mail me back, mystery!
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OH yea I LOVE YOU ALL ALSO! lol

U guys are makin me think. Thanx. even though mystery and bloodylogos canfused the heck out of me. BUt thanx ne wayz.

To be honest I'd kill myself if I didn't have such caring family and friends. I love them too much to kill myself, but they're the only reason. I'm just lucky as hell to have them...however I do believe that perhaps my depression might get better since my mom is a phsychiatrist so we'll see how that goes...
YOU PERSON don't kill yourself because I don't want you to die and I'm too important for you not to do as I say and I do say that you don't kill yourself ::winkwink::
~Quebby~

'Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem'.

I think people commit suicide due to a period of insanity in which they forget the feelings of the people who do care about them and believe they would all be better off without them. Not true.

Sitting in trees is good.

Bex

for skater:

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I don't kno if I can do it any more. Live I mean. It seems like everything I do isn't good enough for my family. And everything I mess up on is so terrible. I feel like I can't even breathe wrong. And nothing seems to be going my way.

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join the club. personally, i dont think that people ever get over things like depression. its part of you, who you are, and will never change, you never get over it, no matter what you tell yourself.

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I need help before I kill myself.

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dont kill yourself. its not good for your health, i can tell you that, but i know exactly how you feel. if i had any of my father's neumerous weapons at hand, i would have killed myself last night, or right now come to think of it, but dont do it. go sit in a tree! thats what i do.

IM me sometime: depressedwavemaster

blessed be
-Depressed WaveMaster

A: "I'm going to kill myself!"
B: "No, don't! We love you!" (x1389)
A: "My life sucks. I want to die."
C: "Shut up. Stop complaining."
A: "I hate you! I'm going to kill myself now because I didn't see the billions of people begging me not to kill myself, telling me that I am worth more than I really am! Rather, I am taking extreme offense from your post telling me to stop complaining! I have a knife in my hand RIGHT NOW!!!"
B: "No, don't! Every precious life counts!"

yeah, for once i agree with jendragon. each of these is personal. each person has their right to post a topic asking for help. uptown, im sure you would if you felt like that.

ok first of all smack yourself in the face seconed do it again and again and again then go somewhere skating rink,mall,somewhere and make a friend its easy then tell your friend this and have him/her smack you and then go back to being friends or you can make friends on here,teddy was nice foxxy kitten is nice when shes not being a ***** and soccerchick is nice to

I know you have a problem with these kind of threads, but please, be sarcastic somewhere else and leave us alone. I'm not trying to be mean, but everyone knows where you stand. Okay? We're just trying to help someone out here. Love, Jen.

I LOVE YOU!!!!! I MAY NOT KNOW YOU BUT I STILL LOVE YOU!!!! AND PLEASE BELIEVE ME WHEN I SAY I KNOW WHAT YOU ARE GOING THROUGH. MY MOTHER DIDN'T WANT ME AND NEITHER DID MY FATHER SO I KNOW LIVE IN A FOSTER HOME. I TOO FEEL LIKE AT TIMES I CAN'T DO ANYTHING RIGHT. I MOVE AND I GET YELLED AT. BUT TRY AND TALK TO YOUR PARENTS ABOUT IT. DON'T YELL AT THEM JUST CALMLY EXPLAIN TO THEM HOW YOU ARE FEELING. IT WILL TRUELY HELP. THEN HOPEFULLY YOU AND YOUR FAMILY CAN HAVE A CIVILIZED TALK ABOUT HOW TO FIX THIS PROBLEMS. BUT KILLING YOURSELF IS NOT THE ANSWER!! TRUST ME I HAVE LOST 3 FRIENDS BECAUSE THEY FELT DEATH WAS THE BEST THING. I AND MANY OTHERS MISS THEM EVERYDAY. SUICIDE IS NOT THE ANSWER.

Oh God...not one of these again.

I love you too! I don't know you either, but everybody needs a little love, and we all have to try to help each other. I know it might not seem like it, but you will get through this. Talk to your bff, tell her you're worried about her. Sometimes helping other people can make you feel better than anything else. And try to understand, the way other people treat you often has more to do with them than it does with you. Find the things you're good at, try to see the big picture, learn to love yourself, and you'll be happier and stronger in the future. I've felt the same way; anything could make me cry, and all the little stuff built up to the point that it seemed like my entire life depended on whether or not I got straight A's. My parents never talked to me unless it was to criticize me, and I never felt like I did anything right. I never laughed, and when I did, it seemed to loud, like it was something I shouldn't be doing. I thought that nobody understood me and nobody cared enough to try. But now, I'm happy, really happy, even though I still have my moments. For me, it was becoming a Christian that turned me around. I didn't feel alone, I felt like I had something to offer and someone to care about me. I stopped getting so caught up in little problems and feeling like there wasn't a point in anything. I'll be praying for you, and I wish you all the good in the world. Love, Jen.

I feel like that every day. The only one i could talk to we my b/f. We were together for 3 years. Then he started doing drugs. He left me two days ago. He was the only one I could talk to. Now I have no one. So don't feel so bad. I do everyday. Even worse the past few days. I love you. Even though I don't know you, I still Love You!