Question:
Everyday i feel my life isn't worth living and i wanna give up. And the only reason im here today is because of my friends. I lay awake at night and just cry myself to sleep noing life isnt all its cracked up to be. I cry because of my dad putting my stepp dad into adopting me. My stepp dad hitting me and the fear of my past repeating itself. Because when i was little my parent divorced and my older brother became to love sex so he started molesting me for almost 5 years. I no some people think suicide isnt all that big of a deal. But i can seat here and look at my left arm and be ashmed of my family and life. I have tryed many was of suicide and i almost did once but i was stopped. I have tryed overdose i ahve tryed glass and cutting deep into my skin. I have also tryed hangin myself and last of all shovin a knife through my heart.

So answer me one question:

Do you think i am pathetic or do you think i have reasons to try and commit suicide?

Choices:
Yes
Sorta
No
Maybe

 

Suicide will not help with anything and there is no reason to do it. Sure life can be tough and sometimes it can seem downright hopeless, but you should never think about, nor atempt in killing yourself. No, I don't know what you're going through, but just don't kill yourself. If you feel depressed, seek help. I know you probably don't want to, but when you tell other people what's going on it can really lighten that burden. Do what ever you can to help you somehow, but please, don't take your life away.

You and everyone else.

A lot of people have suicidal feelings. Get over it. Suck it up and move on. Life isn't that ****ing terrible. Look at the people who have it way worse than you. Look at them for inspiration.

If your brother has been molesting you, tell someone. A trusted friend, a counselor, someone. My grandfather molested me since I was 5 or so years old.

I'm not trying to be rude, but you got to move on. We can't help you.
-Sunset

pity post.

you have really hard but remember that noone will ever know the extent of what you are going through. Hold on and never give up. Show everyone that you are a strong person even though you may not think you are. If you dont do it for yourself do it for me. Dont ask me why i say that. Show everyone that you can surpass all obstacles. EVer need anything im me

Gosh, I hate pity. It's so annoying.

I understand where you are coming from completely and if it were someome who maybe I didn't like or would probably never get to know intimately than I would more than likely say just do it already. But I'm not going to do that because this time I want to show sympathy and compassoin to someone other than myself. I understand what you are going through because I have been there before. Actually I have been there twice. The first time I just thought about it out of anger and pity of myself because I was acting childish and the second time was something more serious. I go through periods of time in my life, for instance the last couple of days, where I get all down in the dumps, pity myself, and thinking about calling it quits to my life. How I get through it? I get through it by my friends and sometimes by myself when I realize that things will and have gotten better. There should be no reason at all for one to end their life.

Nobody has truly a reason to commit suicide. I tried before, three times actually, and I just found it was not what I was looking for. I know what you mean when you give your reasons though, my life is a ****hole as well. If you want to talk about it, NOISEmail me or contact me at I Erresea Mahtar on AIM.