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Let me think, nope, not until this thread and the other one dies.

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If you keep POSTING here, the thread won't DIE. Understand?

You want me gone don't ******* post, moron!

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Teddy, get the hell out of here already.

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Let me think, nope, not until this thread and the other one dies.

Teddy, get the hell out of here already.

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Well, I'm pretty sure most of us understand what you are trying to get at here, Teddy. But that doesn't mean it's not an odd thing.

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Who said it wasn't odd. It is odd!

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You've said this more times than I have posted, Teddy.

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Ah, hello, didnt i also say I am a liar?

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Last time I am posting in this site!

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You've said this more times than I have posted, Teddy.

Well, I'm pretty sure most of us understand what you are trying to get at here, Teddy. But that doesn't mean it's not an odd thing.

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okay, does any of this strike ANYONE else as being a little odd?

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Yea me!

I wasted my time to make these last 10 posts because someone did not want to block me and every damn month kept Iming me saying he wouln't stop so i had to IM him to make him stop. So plan B, i went on Yn to annoy everyone so maybe they can convience this moron to stop IMing me every month but no luck there. So I ended blocking him which is not what I wanted but this moron is hard headed.

So yes it weird! I don't know why I need to be back to this damn site just for one damn person.

I don't give a rats *** if you keep saying why didn't you just block him, that is not what I wanted. Get it through your thick head, I didn't want that.

... okay, does any of this strike ANYONE else as being a little odd?

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This is ridiculous.. going through all this trouble to tell someone you blocked them? What is your point?

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The point is, I want attention! God "rolls eyes" Don't you know anything? I am self centered, it's all about me! Damn you, bow down!

God People!

Why didn't I block you six months ago? Because I didn't want to. I wanted you to block me.

Don't you get it at all? You say you know me but your ignorant to everythnig I say or do.

I was annoying! True! But do you know why I was annoying? I was doing that in purpose to get you away but nooooooo you kept bugging me.

What is wrong with you? It worked with everyone else. I pushed, they left. Why couldn't you do the same? Because you supposedly "loved me", I was interesting, you cared? Come on, your no different from anyone else in YN.

It's not about being good enough for me, it's about me being good enough for them, for you. I wasn't. I tried but it didn't work out.

It's better for you to hate me then me hate you! That is why I acted the way I did to everyone because I want people to hate me, not love me, not care, not think I am so damn nice and trustworthy. I wanted everyone to hate me, dislike me, leave me, block me.

I am human, I am a fool, I am a liar, a cheat, ugly, demon child, you shouldn't be my friend, no one should.

You think this was fun and I took pleasure in telling everyone to "get the hell away from me"? Yea, I took real big pleasure!

It's not right for people to trust me, to care, to love so I had to be a little b-i-t-c-h to everyone so I can leave and tend to my own matters. BE SELFISH and be SELF CENTERED. I am tired of people trusting me and telling me all this stuff, you think it's easy to hold it all in. To hear the story of how JustMyself got raped, or here how iluvu is getting beat up constantly, or hear Missy with her load of hidden stuff, hear Foxy talking about Joey with no respect, just everyone and not telling anyone. Just holding it, like I hold everything else. I had to teach these people not to trust me, so that is why I made that post and told on Foxy and JustMyself and iluvu. I have more, lots more, people never stopped telling me things.

What is wrong with you people, you think I am some angel or something? Someone you can tell your things too but when I speak you blew me off? I shouldn't be trusted, I am human. I am some stanger from the Internet, you don't know me nor do I know you. If you so easilu opened up to me then what if next time you open up to soemone bad and they hurt you? I had to make you guys see that, you shouldn't be so easily fooled!

Don't tell me things! I rather walk around not knowing anything about you guys. If you want to know things about me then I would like to know things about you but you can tell me things then when I open my mouth, you ditch me, it's not going to work out.

I had my own matters to tend to and everyone was around me talking about their stuff not willing to hear what I had to say so i started thinking, what could make them stop? Then I saw how they were mean and hurt by the people who dissed them on YN. So I started thinking, maybe I should be mean so they will be mean and diss me and leave me. So I did, to everyone and it worked, really did. They actually fell for it, each and every one of you. None of you knew what I really felt, I felt sadness, and anger not toward you but msyelf, I felt bad but none of you realizes that. None fo you realizes that I was pretending to me mean. None of you even came close to me. It was the only way!

I couldn't be myself because who i really am is soemone who gets hurt and someone who is senstive, someone who cares, soemone you can step on and she will come back up and still love you still, someone you can trust not to say anything about you tell her. Ha, this was the first time I ever told on people. I went against everythnig I believed in when i made that post and talked about people like I didn't care what I did. I did the same BS, you guys did, telling on people to other people. I did the same Bull you guys did to make you see. It's not right to tell on people but none of you cared for one another and I tried so hard to hols it in but why should I? First time, i ever told on someone else who told me somethnig in private. It goes against everythnig I believe in but if you guys don't have hearts to do that then I don't have a heart too and i will do it.

Don't trust me!

I have something about Icms, I don't know if he told you Vannie but it's about you! Very much about you! Hopefully, he told you or I will have to tell you. Wait, he told me not to tell you but I am heartless (I think someone said that, who was it? Um, don't remember)

Poor little Ian, why did he tell me? He knows I shouldn't be trusted and he ditch me when I told him something so why should I keep what he said. He probably told someone else from YN and they spread the news because we have some serious tellal tales here.

I think he told you! So I am not saying anything

Bye n have a ncie day

This is ridiculous.. going through all this trouble to tell someone you blocked them? What is your point?

Goodbye.

-- bloodylogos

Hm, Cynthia that was odd...why didn't you block me 6 months ago if you hated me so much?

I hope you find who you're looking for...for apparently no one is good enough for you. You did get annoying sometimes...but I will miss you nonetheless.

It was nice knowing you.

Ugh.