ive had hard times in my life dont get me wrong. but its gotten a lot harder now more than ever. a person i truly loved left me for someone else for the wrong reasons. she left me to satisfy her crush she had a while. ive been so depressed. i sat on my roof pondering my existance and outlet for this pain. i even took a drumstick and broke it with my bare hands just to see if i can get any relief. do u kno what im goin through??

ive tried god. for ten years i tried god.

I suffered from Anorexia Nervousa...And I was clinically depressed but you know what made all that go away & bring joy & peace into my life GOD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

you have people around you just to make you happy?!

I kno i get depressed too. When i do i cry and i get over it alittle. I can't hold it up all inside. Writing it down can help but i get too lazy to write in my journal... anyways, some ppl are there to make me happy so that kinda makes up for it.

oh its okay, i wasnt fully awake. [it was 11:00 where i was] bah, never mind.

Hey man, I'm sorry you thought that, I wasn't talking about you. Or maybe I was, I forgot, forget about it. It was all in generality. Yes, maybe i'm a poet, subconsciously.

--ShadesOfGray

do i come across as feeling sorry for myself? sorry. damn, there i go again! gray, theres only one thing that would make me happy.

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I can see how you can't feel happy becasue you've been sad for so long that the emotion has consumed you and happiness is a world away.

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[are you sure youre not a poet?]

-Depressed WaveMaster

trying to make the best of it is all i can do. i want to forget about what has happened but i want to learn from the experience also.

Naw it didn't need to rhyme.

I don't see how you can forget how to feel happy. I can see how you can't feel happy becasue you've been sad for so long that the emotion has consumed you and happiness is a world away.

Why try to make the best of it? Well make it the worst it can be. If you don' go make the best of it, its gonna get worst. Why be happy? Simple, better then being sad. Why try? I dunno, better then giving up and feeling sorry for yourself. Unless feeling sorry for yourself is better, then I dunno what.

--ShadesOfGray

gray, did you mean for that to rhyme? anyway...

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it is like life sucks for a little why but try to make the best of it.

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but what if youve been sad for so long you dont know how else to feel?

hey AloneIStand, you're not alone. There are others that feel like how you feel. People can help. The best outlet you have for your pain is to share it with someone you trust. Live life up. Remember its the simple things in life that make it fun. Make some goals. And then after you do that, do 'em.

--ShadesOfGray

Just wishing the pain away is not enough. Don't numb the pain, get rid of it all. But if numbing the pain is all you can do, the pain is still a part of you.

Everyone is in pain, not just people who are depressed, and it's stupid to think that.

i know what your going through but its one of thoughs things u just cant sit around and think about you have to get off your butt and try to fix it not dwell in it. it is like life sucks for a little why but try to make the best of it.

ya school is starting. thats depressing enough

Aw, that really bites. It seems like some people wonder why they are here and such just after breaking up with someone. Not everyone is like this. I'm just saying some. I don't know what you can do. I think you should figure out what your place is in this world and try to let your heart heal from your last relationship. I mean don't jump into another relationship too soon. The healing might be hard so you just need to wait it out and be strong.

Okay, this is bad advice so I am ending here.

Bye N have a nice day

yeah, i cant say that i know exactly what youre going through, but i do know aproximately. everyones situation is different, but im in the same situation as you. why am i here? why do i even stay? bah, my weekly relief anime is soon going to end. as pathetic as it sounds, thats all i look forward to. blah. anyway... welcome to the site!

-Depressed WaveMaster