This isn't that that bad, I admit, and it happened many years ago, but I shall share it for giggles, okay? People have had worse, and I'm sure this is nothing compared to others problems.

I was sexually abused as a child. Not penetrating, but sexual abused all the same. By one of my relatives. I will not share the details with you, and I will not end on a happy note. The man died - and any chance of telling anyone died too. I am the only one who lives with this seret now.

The man who took place in this story has been dead for about six years now, but I remember what happened only too vaguely, and the memories have haunted me for this long, and I can guess they may for more than just a little while.

Well, yes, I have. My parent are having one of their quarrel again, and this time, it is much longer than usual. They have given off all of the negative atmosphere and it is become very heavy, what should I do, I mean I don't want to see their marriage fall apart.

to southernbelle and bushhater:
i am not actually proud, but i am happy because now when i am in my late teens, i will know what sex is like and wnt need to experience it again, until i am older.

hey its been a couple of weeks and i am proud and a little sad to say that i am actually not pregnant. at first, when i had barely just found out the news, i was horribly sad. i guess i thought that after the loss of my first child, i would be able to get past that. but now that i know i'm not, i am kinda relieved. but hey, theres many more chances AFTER I TURN 21!!i am also happy because the guy that would have been the father, was abusive. we are no longer together and i am happy about that. well thanks for listening

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Originally posted by bushhater:
Man, that is really scary. I don't think that I would be able to go through all of that and still be alive today. I am sorry about that. And why the hell are you proud that you have gotten to experience sex so much?

My thoughts exactly.

Man, that is really scary. I don't think that I would be able to go through all of that and still be alive today. I am sorry about that. And why the hell are you proud that you have gotten to experience sex so much?

seeing how this is my post, i guess i should tell a little story about myself. the story i decided to tell everyone has happened just recently and is still happening as we speak.

in the middle of september i met a guy that is a senior at my high school, and i am a freshman, and we hung out repeatedly. well one day while we were hanging out at his brother's house, he asked me to have sex with him. in a way it was really no big deal because, well, im not exactly a virgin as of october 3 2004. anyways, i said that i didnt think it was a very good idea but he insisted that we did. in the end, we ended up having sex. only...i hadn't actually consented but in the middle of us having sex, i decided to just do it. well for the next couple of weeks, we continued to have sex. around october 4th i started feeling kinda sick mostly in the mornings. it took me a while and when i finally got the courage, i told the guy whos name we shall say is brett. it wasnt as if i was alone up until i told him, i had my wonderful friend jessica and her boyfriend and one of his friends. they were all so nice and trustworthy, although not all of their advice was useful. well one day, at school, brett brought me a pregnancy test and we waited for the results. lucky for us it came up negative. i was so happy! and so was he. but...now i am having the hormones again, well they didnt actually quit, and i am a little scared. see, in early november 2004, i found out that i was pregnant and the guy and i decided to keep the baby. then around christmas 2004, i lost the baby. it was horrible!! xpecially since i was only 13! now as a 14 year old, i have taken a vow of cellubusism. im not proud that i am not a virgin but i am happy that i have gotten to experience sex often.