Even though Middle school is ancient history now, I am still haunted by my own past...I think about how my own classmates tormented me, how the students on the bus called me my face ugly, how one boy called me retarded (which I am not), they mocked me, & they treated me like dirt! During Intermediate School, I wanted to drop an A-bomb on those cretins 4 torturing me & then hang myself on a noose & hang myself 2 my death!

I must confess, I am obsessed with death 2...I did not have a happy childhood, no1 understood me, I was tormented as a student in Intermediate School & throughout High School. That's when I started cutting myself... I was so so angry with the students who tortured me in Middle School that I wanted 2 self-destruct! I wanted death!

Because he still kept on saying that he was going 2 kill himself. I tried 2 asked him why, but he screamed angrilly @ me.

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I want to know why their arn't any support groups or people out their willing to help save a troubled teen.

There are. All you have to do is look.

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Originally posted by LoveTheRainbow:

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why arent there any support groups

There are.

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my friend committed suicide and died

Normally when someone commits suicide they die. If they don't die its called attempted suicide.

I am sorry that happened to your friend, it must have really hurt you . I want to know why their arn't any support groups or people out their willing to help save a troubled teen.

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Originally posted by sweetiepie20:
Thank you someday.

Me too

i love my life it be a crime against the world [and everybody who hates me on this site and in my life who wants to kill me] for me to commit suicide

screamcry are you still like that? if so I or one of the other wonderful people around here would be happy to talk to you

I have considered commiting suicide because I was an outcast in Intermediate School. I wanted to cut my own wrist, hang myself on the noose, and I even wanted to stab myself with a machete. I had no one to talk to, everyone bullied me, and tortured me, and I wished I could...disappear.

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Originally posted by michellenicole:
this one guy i know from health class had tried to commit suicide. we had to do this project about myspace and depression. he wrote a blog about how he wanted to commit suicide. he said he felt bad that day and his girlfriend broke up with him while his other close friend said he hated him.

Did you do anything about it or tell anyone? He probably needs help.

this one guy i know from health class had tried to commit suicide. we had to do this project about myspace and depression. he wrote a blog about how he wanted to commit suicide. he said he felt bad that day and his girlfriend broke up with him while his other close friend said he hated him.

I must admit I did cut my leg and my arm with my mother's exact-o knife and broken glass a few times because my High school years sometimes didn't go the way I planned and I was in Special Education...when I was a Junior, boys in art class started taunting me and I was fed up and I thought to myself, "Okay, they asked for it," and I started yelling and screaming, and eventually they switched my classes because of those dorks...this is why I cut myself...

Suicide is a scary thought but sometimes I think it would be the only answer. I cut myself to dull the pain and I have some pills to use when I'm ready (if I ever am). There are some days when I wonder how I could even think of leaving, but other days when that's all I can think of. I have written letters to all my family and friends, that I keep in a box in my room.

I still find suicide to be a extremely sad thing. To remove yourself from society and the material fabric as we know as life is just terrible. People often overlook it. If someone trys to commit suicide, the people at school will just shrug and go on with there daily lifes. As if it's no big deal.

I hate attention. I'd love to be invisible.

People thought that i was suicidal because i wanted attention, they never really got that that wasn't it, so that's why i almost actually committed suicide... nobody really understood.

i've thought about it not serisouly but more to get attention becuase my parents fight over me all the time and i was depressed and they couldn't come to terms on what to do with me. So i said i would hurt myself.But hoenstly deth scares the shit out of me and i want to be alive as long as i can.

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why arent there any support groups

There are.

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my friend committed suicide and died

Normally when someone commits suicide they die. If they don't die its called attempted suicide.

i hate this
i hate how teen suicide is an issue in society
i hate how authorities always think were trouble makers
look at the results
look at how many people have tried it
what is going on here
do adults not see whats going on
i think that every teen goes through a stage when they are depressed, but parents dont know, they stereotype teens, but they have no idea, no one has any idea
they think that our lives are so easy to live, "when your grow up you will think being a teens is easy compared to now"
but actually is it that easy?
im so mad
so mad that no ones knows
why do teens have to commit suicide?
why arent there any support groups
why dont they do anything about it?
my friend committed suicide and died , and her parents tried to cover it up by saying "it was an accident"
what is up with that
seriously.

Thank you someday.