i always feel alone. no matter what. i've always wanted a brother to help comfort me. i only have two sisters. i always find myself daydreaming of all the ways i can end my life, all the things i can do to torture myself. i don't really do that anymore. i used to scald myself when i took a bath, bang my head on the wall, sometimes i would strangle myself for a few seconds. anything to hurt myself. then, i scatched my wrists. and i liked it. i liked how i bled, how much pain i was in. but i want to stop. i'm hurting peoples feelings when i do this to myself. it's a habit. i can't stop. i'm always depressed. i don't eat, i'm never in the mood for it. so, if you're a guy, and good at at comforting people, please come and email me. i need someone to talk, someone i can look up to as a brother or something. am i ever going to get help?

hi, my name is Amy, although i am not a guy i have been through exactly your situation and succeeded in recovering it.
here is my email if you want to contact me: aimz_mc@hotmail.com
and i'm happy to helpn anyway i can...

Amy

you can get help, and you are not the only one who is always depress, and you should feel lucky that you have siblings, I don't.

Why does it have to be a guy? I'm just curious.