Who suffers from anxiety and depression? I do, and I hate it. I worry about everything. I think that if I don't do certain things something bad will happen. If someone tells me something bad about his/her past that is long over, I will think it's still going on and will worry sick about it. Whenever something bad happens I think it's my fault and I get really sick over it and can't eat. I get depressed about everything. If there's a news story of tv about something really bad happening to someone, I will be depressed over than for a while, even though I didn't know the people.

You sound like me, 4 years ago. I didn't know what as going on. I felt that if I didn't do crtain things, such as wash my hands, over and over again something bad would happen. Or if someone told me something bad that happened a long time ago I would dwell on it, until I was literally sick. I was depressed, and scared. I thought I was crazy. I saw a doctor who diagnosed me with a certain mental condition and gave me medicine to control it. Now, except for a setback now and then, I'm completley better.

Talk to your doctor.