Hello everyone.. I'm a girl from holland so I'm sorry if my english is bad:P My story is My mother has an ilness she is verry sick she hat schitzofrenie does anyone knows what that iss? its verry ****! I have lived with her for 14 years the first 12 years i didnt know she was sick i think i think she was a little weird but thats al.. but the last 2 years it became bad. she became to slam me. and we get into verry bad fights about evrything.. she totally physich sick parinoa! do you know what imean.. she trust anyone.. and she heard people talk in her had.. now i live for 2 months with my dad because the fights where to bad she want 2 slam me with a mirror:S I cry about that that makes me cry.. i love her but hate her.. you know how could a mom do that thing to her child.. and now i live with my dad but she still comes to my dads house.. and she cry's at the thoor because she loves me and want me back.. she thinks shes not sick.. I cant let her take into a hospital or what. she must will it herself you know.. I''m verry sick about this all.. kisses from a fourteen years girll(K)

ou need to take care of yourself before you worry about your mom. Stay safe at your dad's. Try to get her help and I think you should find someone to talk with about this situation, whether it be a school counselor, a therapist, or an adult friend.

I know you love your mom and she loves you too, but she is sick, so you need to try and get her help. I don't know your situation personally, but try having phone conversations with her if she misses you.

best of luck.

yea your english took me a minute but its not too bad, thats sucks, my uncle has Schizophrenia, while i understand thats alot different from your mother having it, i know what you mean, he used to be like the coolest guy but i spent the summer there a few years ago and he was always freaking out on me and could get quite violent. its a sad thing to witness from someone you care for.i remeber when my mom tried to get him help he would flip out.i kind of know what you mean, although its prolly much more upsetting for you.