thank you both for your anser ironman i doesnt now off its really schitzofrenie but everything signths about that..
wath i told you that where yust a few things theres so much more.. I talk a lot with my aunt the sistr off my mom.. for her it is also difficult because she have nown my mom thirty years without the illniss an i now her only with the illness for 14 years now. but i cant talk with my dad about this al.. because he is also verry sick became from my mother in teir marrich she has done the weirdest awfullest thinks with my dad.. and i know my dad said to me when i was 6 tat he want to die. and doesnt wants to live. i doesnt konw anything about my childhood but that i know forevver. i cant talk with my dad about stressfull things because he cant handle that. he a verry silence persoon.. he doesnt tell you about his tougths.. but the last 2 years hes better and he have medication and hes normal'. you know what i mean. xiss me

I was going to harp on you about your spelling until I realized you were from the Netherlands.

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