Question:
Have you ever felt like your whole world was falling apart?
I have, just this Sunday i was having a normal day playing board games with my family. Then all of a sudden i couldn't stop from crying. I went to my room, closed the door, turned the lights out, and laid on my bed and cried. It's the first time i really cried in like 2 years. i just didn't want to be ther in that house anymore. i know that those are some of the signs of depression, and i need to know if i should tell my family how i am feeling. i feel alright when i around people i love, but when i'm by myself i totaly feel like crap and hate myself. All my teachers love at school and think the world of me i can tell my principal and english teacher almost any thing but i'm scared if i tell them how i feel they'll think of me differemtly.

Choices:
What should i do?

 

Heh, I guess I should have explained that. We ask for donations to the choir because the school won't fund it- cheapskates! I personally would be elated if the choir were to be done away with, but as I said, my best friend is the head of it, so I'm wrangled into begging AND singing, as if one isn't bad enough. I'm not actually in choir, but we own horses, so I get to be the Christmas present sitting on a horse. Which doesn't make much sense, but what the hell.

When you say you ask for money..... are people paying you because they feel sorry for you, or is there a cause behind what you're asking money for? People/children around here don't carol for charity. Don't ask me what though(because I'd just say it's to annoy me). ///none of the ones I've seen dress up either, but if that CAN be explained, then I DON'T want to know\\\

I laugh my *** off every year, because I have the voice of a frog of acid, and yet I have to go caroling because my best friend is head of the choir, and somehow this makes me a horrible person if I don't go with her. So I get to ride around on a horse with a red velvet bow on his head and sing horribly while asking for money. At first this disturbed me, but now I see the humor in the situation and actually enjoy it. But I am NOT dressing up as a gift this year. I will not wear that damn box costume. I won't!

Hehe. I just read the post for the first time too. It's about depression!!! I feel bad now!!! But not really bad, because I do this to every post. It just makes these boards that much more interesting.

-Nicole

Wow, we totally butchered this indy person's topic. I didn't even fork over the decency of reading through it once. Oh well... shiznit happens. How about that uplifting christmas spirit huh? Kinda makes ya wanna shoot a partridge out of a pear tree, don't it? Am I just delusional... or are christmas carolers the hellspawn of Satan?

Stop making me want to like you!!! lol.

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Ok, I'll just copy and paste.

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I think your boob stuff-ins will fit much better if you copy and paste. Stop worrying so much. It's all going to be fine, us cheerleaders always look fabulous no matter what.

Why are you agreeing with me? It doesn't work this way. I say something that annoys you, and then you fight back by being a BOOB. What have I done wrong! hehee

perfect!

Ok, I'll just copy and paste.

You can't mock the mocker. It means you are admitting to the occurance of the first mocking, thereby complimenting it, not recasting it. Get some of your own remedies for dealing with people you don't like, borrowing doesn't work. And as much as I hate repeating myself for slow readers(Nicoley the cheerleader) I DON'T do things people ask me to do. No matter how much you love listening to and bathing in my lusciously desciptive insults, I really can't stand repeating myself(especially on demand). Well... unless if they are being sarcastically idiotic, but even that'd only be to prove how stupid doing what they told me to do would be. But in general, I'm in no way a monkey slave who will doest thou bidding at will.

stupidity, you get more amusing by the day.

Stupidity is technically new to this web site. hmmm. makes me wonder...

Hahaha, look I'm stupidity, and I'm a BOOB!!! hahahaha. I'm not a brainless cheerleader, I told you I'nm a dork!! need me to spell it out for you? I donno why I even bother pretending I'm you. I'm a double A. hehehehe. Ok, now it's your turn to cuss me out.

-Nicole

The more you bring up the notion about how it "isn't" annoying you, the more satisfaction I'm getting from it. Just let it go regardless of wether you saw a purpose behind it or not. If it's not truly bugging you then quit making reference to how much it "didn't" affect you. Just know that I'm not going to stop, so you'll just have to deal wether you keep complaining or not. So you can keep right on saying that you aren't perturbed by this, and that's just fine and dandy. I don't have control over which emotions run through your mind... so quit arguing them with me. All I can do is say the things I say, and get the responses I get. That's it.

No, I was telling you your attempt to get me annoyed or angry with calling me a name doesn't work. I don't care what you call me, you can call me a ***** for all I care and it still wouldn't affect me.
-Sunset

I was mocking you, you brainless cheerleader. And even if I wasn't, I don't do things cheerleaders tell me to. What do I look like... a pom-pom?

Maybe you should change your username to Emowriter.

Stupidity, go entertain us again by telling us how your a boob.

-NIcole