She probably wont be back on here.Told me no one liked her and everyone thought she was bulls88ing.Hope she's still alive!!iluvu

who went through that? I'll kill the person(s) who did it to her

There is a MN emergency shelter for kids 13-17 with open spaces. A person can stay there 3-4 days. Their crisis line is 612-377-8800. I'm sure they could help you. Go to http://www.groups.yahoo.com/group/mn_homeless/
and join there. Beth H. might be able to help you.

THAT'S IT!! i am OFFICIALLY (sp?) starting a support group for people with problems (in no way meant to be detrimental) on this site. IM me TheGreatAmmiSan on AIM for details if you want to help.

hell, i had deep dark secrets when i was thirteen. come to think of it... all my life. damn!

depressed wavemaster

Everybody has secrets...and in my opinion I think that a 13 year old...should have dark secrets but not the ones you described. That 13 year old needs help. But I think the peson is scared to ask. No body should go through that..I mean I have been depressed..I would have liked to think of myself as sucidal but I couldn't I had so much I wanted to do...so much to accomplish..to let my life go. All that 13 year old needs is faith...If she is pregnant..she probably doesn't want the baby...probably thinking of abortsion. Which maybe be a great idea...but is it really? Giving up a life..so early. Its sad but then again maybe she doesn't has the money for a baby...thats reasonable. but there is always a solution to a problem..even a difficult one as being pregnant.
Also, the person tried to kill themself 4 times, the person need counseling...the persons problems are deep.
A 13 year old..shouldn't be like this but enjoying life...Their is always hope when you believe there is a way.

I have thought about commiting suicide but then I think about my family and my friends and I immidiately vanish that idea. Commiting suicide the way I see it now, after talking to my best friend about it is, just a way to run away from your problems. It's like being afraid to live. I have parents that yell at me and put me down. I have a brother that is as mean as ****. But I deal with it, I found a solution, now whenever I am mad I just call one of my friends and they cheer me up. If you keep all of these thigs to yourself you will explode, becuase you won't be able to take it anymore. But you made choices, and those choices have concecuences, either they are bad or good. You really shouldn't have so many dark secrets. I will tell you this, I have some dark secrets that I keep from everyone, but not so many as you do. You should really talk to someone about this and get some help.

It works,I just tried it,try again!

I remember you using this in another thread to argue that you had the worst life out of anyone else. That was a while ago.
Seeing similar posts swell in numbers on these boards tempts me to post something like, "Fine, go kill yourself. Lower the human population." Call me a heartless jerk, if you wish, but I am really tired of people pining for sympathy around here.


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srry but dat website didnt work

No one should be keeping a secret that is as big as trying to commit suicide more than 20 times, no matter if they're 13 or 50.

And I have to agree with Gem. You seem to just want sympathy, and if that's true, than you've come to the wrong place.

Hey!Karen from our group saw your message on one of our group post and posted a message for you!Please go to http://groups.yahoo.com/group/huntingtonhomeless/ She is a great person and will help you if you let her.I apologize for coming across so bluntly.but I feel we need to deal with our selves NOW,or we wont be able to deal later.Seems to work that way.Go to group and click onigest number 369-karen,this message is for you! iluvu!!

I dont see why you cant have secrets to,your only human,but a bunch of dark secrets and unresolved problems that keep repeating themselves are signs of emotional insecurity.I use to think that i was the only one that felt the way that i did,that i was a freak.I was scared that someone would find out.I have always been a perfectionist to an extent,always hard on myself and just as bad towards other people.My expectations on myself and others could only be accomplished by God himself and I failed much.I always though weird thoughts like I wasnt worthy to have caring freinds,parents syblings and did absurd things to cover up my own insecurity.The only one i really fooled was my self because every one see"s us beeter then we see our selves knew what I was doing.I hate the pharse that closed minded people use and that is"you just dont understand"which in short means you dont like the answer or it's not the rite kind.You are right,your 13 and couldnt raise a child,but on the other hand maybe you should see about not getting preganent again and count this one as a learning experience.Same with your suicides.Do you really want to die?Well,there are sure shot ways to do it,so stop bull****ting and get your own mind rite.**** everbody else.You cant please everyone,When you talk about being beat you need to clarify who and why.If it's your parents,ther are 3 sides to every story,your side,there side and the truth.I am 44 years old and have been around the block more than once so save the bull**** for someone who wants or needs something from you.YOU are an important person and should be happy.Like others have said,do what you have to do,yeah,there are consicqinces but thats life.The only wrong choice you can make is solving nothing,suicide is solving nothing,it is only creating more sorrow's for some one else.Do you think anyone here on this board would feel for you if you died?Do you think anyone would care?Would you be paying everyone back for the way they treat you?Why would you want to die and make some else miserable?I am not a big fan of *****'s commiting suicide cause i feel people that do are punks and scared to take reality by the balls and deal with it.Be responsible for what YOU have done,make better choices,give yourself a frigging break along with every one else,lighting up!Your 13!Have you ever been 13 before?lol!!I thoughnot! You think life suks now,live a few more years!!Today there's so much pressure to be this or that,just be you!!

i dun think any child should have those secrates, and if they do, they should confront them, and deal with them, for themselves.

No, a 13-year-old should not have to deal with that. A 13-year-old should have to deal with homework, family, and friends. I assume you are talking about yourself. Get yourself out of that situation, do what you have to. Get away from whoever is beating you, even if it is a parent/boyfriend. I'm sure you can find a place in MN that will help.

eboresow

Why do you make it a point to mention being pregnant, habitually attempting suicide, being beaten, abused, etc. on every forum/thread?

Are you looking for sympathy or something? Go to a psychotherapist or therapist instead of doing your best to earn our pity.

I apologize for sounding like such an caring person, but meh.

its not like someone should or shouldnt have those secrets. life is life. its horrible that a 13yr old would have expeirienced all those things, but hey $h!t happens.